why did i wait so long?

 I can not wait to eat tomorrow :D  I know that’s a horrible attitude to have, but DH is cooking a pumpkin pie right now and the wonderful aroma is filling the air with that pumpkin/cinnamon yumminess!  I have already decided that I was going to go ahead and eat what I want on thanksgiving. It will be my Treat meal day for this week, but honestly it will probably be more than a meal ;)  I have worked out all week, and I will work out friday. I will be right back on plan after thanksgiving, so I am totally at peace with my decision.  It would just be pure torture to try to stay on plan tomorrow. Virtually impossible i think.   My only goal is to not eat so much that I am sick or totally uncomfortable. I will also drink all my water.  We aren’t frying a turkey this year like we use to do.  My sister is doing most of the cooking, but I am helping her. honestly I am looking most forward to my cheeseball with cheese its, lol….I know (pathetic)  Cheese its are my fav :) 

I went to fashion bug yesterday just to try on some jeans to see what size I wear now,  I knew I could fit into a 22, but thought I would try a 20.  guess what……they fit :D   a couple size 20’s were slightly tight, but a couple fit very well!! so excited. when I started this i was in a 28, and those were uncomfortable.   so, i ended up buying a size 20….mostly just because i wanted to say I owned a size 20 and they actually fit.  I think I might faint when I can comfortably wear an 18 :)  I’m sure to a lot of people these are still big sizes (and in reality they are) still plus sizes and what not, but to me its SMALL!!  I haven’t been this size in ten years, so it’s all very exciting to me. well, I hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving and for those of you who decide to stay on plan…….I am in complete awe of you. Those of you who decide to enjoy thanksgiving, please dont feel guilty about it as long as you get back on track afterword, there is nothing to be ashamed of.  It’s a holiday for crying out loud!  gobble gobble

B-fruit smoothie

S- 2% cheesestick, danactive

L- baked salmon, broccoli, cauliflower

S- a few peppermint candies

D- 2 hard shell taco’s