7/7/09
I do not get any sleep. I am in my fifth month of pregnancy and I have had severe allergies for the last four of those months. I eat whatever I want because I am miserable and just don’t care. I don’t exercise because I simply have no energy. I hate myself and I hate that I can’t even take care of my four year old daughter. Today I weighted in at 201. That means I have gained over 30 pounds and I still have four months left of the pregnancy. My daughter told me today that my legs are getting bigger and bigger like Nikki’s which is my sister who is very over weight. one word describes how i feel right now…. depressed
Posted on July 7th, 2009 by huamel
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