I haven’t been here in a couple of days, I just haven’t had anything to say, and I have been dealing with a headache.  The last 2 days I have been super exhausted, I don’t know why.  I think I just screwed up my system last weekend, staying up too late, sleeping too late, and it is all catching up with me.  I haven’t been to the gym in a while, I’ve just been too tired to make myself go.  That is not good, I know that working out would help with my energy level.  And, I weighed myself this morning and I am back up over 210, so I need to nip that in the bud right now.  Today I am going to catch up on my rest (I might take off early from work, we’ll see about that), and then I am going to get my ass back in the gym. 

I was looking at myself in the mirror this morning, after my shower before I got dressed.  Yep, looking at all my imperfections and flabbiness.  Well, I definitely have a lot of work to do, but I am beginning to see the thinner me underneath the fat.  I see the extra fat roll between my belly button and my hips has gotten smaller, and that with a little more work it might go away all together.  I still need to get my butt and thighs to shrink, but that little fat roll is the main goal right now.  Because while I want all of me to shrink, that is the one area that doesn’t belong there at all.  The rest of me is bigger than it should be, but this is the only wierd fat deposit that I wish I could just cut off with a knife.  So, I’m going to keep a close eye on you, my little spare tire, and you are going to go away!!!