I haven’t been myself lately.
It all started a week or so ago around TOM, I got a short not so normal TOM and with that came sll kinds of stuff - headaches, fatigue, tiredness, backaches, emotional stuff like crying for no reason and for what seems like I cry all the time.
My eating has been horrible, for the most part I eat good but then the cake and candy makes it’s way in. I seem to only have the enrgy to get in a morning jog on some mornings not all and as far as any other exercise I have no desire or want. I am blessed that my weight hasn’t went up to much and that my pants still fit some are a bit big.
I have been talking to my hubby constantly about whats causing me to feel like this like could I be pregnant or could I slowly be seeping into a depression, maybe it’s just the fact I miss my dad so much and he is having another granchild born that he will never know. I don’t know maybe with the Christmas holiday here I myself miss the fact that hubby and I don’t have our own child.
I’m thankful and blessed for my hubby and his understanding and I know that we go through things and sometimes for no reason known to us, like my hubby said to me lastnight “God is in control, if He brings you to it He will bring you through it, and remebre He never puts more on us than we can handle.”
I pray to God for His strength and that whatever it is I may be going through that he continue to guide me and lead me down his path. I know in His time this will all be over and I may know what reason I went through it - if not thats okay as it wasn’t for me to know, just for me to go through on His journey for my life.
May God bless you today and everyday!