Bleh
So my weight keeps being in the 180s. And not the good “oh so close to 170s” 180s. The actual, real “I guess I weigh in the 180s” 180s. :\
Bleh.
Time to kick things into high gear, but I’m just so dang comfy “as is” that I can’t get motivated to “get closer” to my goal. There’s the whole “am I afraid of succeeding” thing. And the “am I lazy” question. Probably a bit of yes in both columns.
Gotta get serious about this, if I’m serious about it. 
Yes, it’s awesome to have lost so much and to have stayed this far south of where I started (240) for so dang long, but I am not at my goal yet, so I need to get back at it.
Hoping the desire to do that washes over me with overwhelming enthusiasm… soon.
How’s everyone else doing?
Filed under: emotions on October 4th, 2009
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