Blogger. F This S

Posted by fluffysophie on March 22nd, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Im switching to blogger. Delete my account if you must wordpress. This post has nothing to do with dieting :]


Getting Tired Of Not Being Able To Comment…

Posted by fluffysophie on March 19th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 2 Comments

I don’t know about anyone else but I do believe that this website needs to be boycotted until it fixes whatever the commenting issue is. I plan on searching for a new website to blog on and will post my links to each new blog on here. Hopefully whatever I choose won’t be too crappy of a site that the commenting goes out just as I need the support and want to talk to people. Blogging alone makes things rather boring but commenting helps keep it alive.

So, my life has been a little stressful. My boyfriend was pinned under his car after attempting to change the oil. I had to lift the car up enough that he could squirm out from underneath it (he was laying on his side when the jack collapsed) and we were lucky enough for him to only have bruises all over and a small line on his arm a bit skinned up from where the car came down on him.

It was a bit stressful. This all happened while I was somewhat topless tanning in the drive way about five to ten feet away from him. Might I add my tan looks pretty darn good even with the distractions. :]

I think I gained a pound but I am ignoring it as the last three weeks have been rather stressful and I’ve been off and on loosing and gaining (yo-yo dieting!). Now, I do believe with prom right around the corner, Im not going to reach my goals but yesterday after going to the hospital, we went to the mall and I was able to at least try on one dress and Im already looking MUCH better. I don’t have “Back-Boobs” that hang over the low cut back of a dress, and if I keep with the style I tried on, I won’t look pregnant either! So exciting!

Blah! Time to get back to class. Enjoy your days, the new blog will be up soonish…whenever I find one. Might even do Vlogs (video-blogs) through YouTube. Not sure yet!

Yours Truly,


How Time Flies!

Posted by fluffysophie on March 12th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Being a senior in high school, time takes forever to move on and then when you’re facing the last three months, it goes screaming by. My yearbook teacher posted a three month calendar of our final days at school and its incredibly crazy! We have 15 school days left this month, 15 next month, and 17 in June. Thats 47 school days left until all of my senior class is kicked in the ass and shoved out of the safety of public school and the reality of the real world.

In all honesty, Im scared. But something tells me that I’ll make it on my own just fine.

Today I think Im going over to my boyfriends house. Im not sure and Im sure it would be enjoyable but I always feel a bit awkward around his family. Although, Wednesday, I was forced to meet his god parents, Thursday he went out with his buddies, Friday he dragged me with him to a dinner with his family and Saturday we spent the whole day together. All for his birthday. Mister Man is officially 18. Its crazy how fast the time has gone that me and the people around me are finally of legal age for porn, tobacco, sex, and so much more.

Alright, so the date that I planned for my boyfriend’s birthday was successful to certain extents. The hints went as follows:

Hint: The World Is Like A Mirror

Hint: The pro-growth policies and spending restraint of Conservatives work.

Hint: Domestic travel and tourism-related spending has reached $1 trillion a year.

Hint: I never minded George Steinbrenner spending obscene amounts of money to put the best product on the field.

Hint: The other line moves faster

Hint: A bargain ain’t a bargain unless it’s something you need

Hint: Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination

Hint: Shopping is better than sex. If you’re not satisfied after shopping you can make an exchange for something you really like.

Hint: I think that songwriting changed when groups started spending more time in the studio.

Hint: God must love material things, he created them!

Hint: If the shoe fits, buy it in every color!

Hint: Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers.

Hint: They said I was a valued customer, now they send me hate mail

Hint: I’m spending a year dead for tax reasons.

Hint: There is a lot more juice in grapefruit than meets the eye

Hint: The true object of all human life is play. Earth is a task garden; heaven is a playground.

Hint: Acquire inner peace and a multitude will find their salvation near you.

Hint: Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has courage to lose sight of the shore

Hint: A film is a petrified fountain of thought.

Hint: They spoil every romance by trying to make it last forever

Most of those hints or desired visitation areas were not visited. The first was for watching the sun rise and had chocolate chocolate chip muffins and hot chocolate for breakfast. The second until the thirteenth/fourteenth hints were all shopping. Each one was a different store. Unfortunately, we went to maybe three of the thirteen or fourteen stores were visited as we decided to change our plans a bit. We also ended up taking a nap in his car at the pond and woke up when two cars were parked behind us. Kind of awkward. Haha! From there we went to the playground which was supposed to be after lunch but ended up being before. He loved his gifts (biohazard decals and a belt buckle as well as a magazine full of random things like knives, zombie killers, and accessories). After he got his gifts, we had subway for lunch then went to a local campground with a pool and hottub (indoors and heated of course!) and stayed there for about two hours. Their entrance fees are actually incredibly reasonable for open swim hours. $7.00 a person for two and a half hours with access to showers, bathrooms, pool toys, the heated pool, and hot tub for those over the age of 14. From there, we went back to my house, where my wonderful mother set up a lovely table setting (will probably post pictures or link them later on) and after a nap and some extra curricular activities, I made dinner which was marinated bbq steak tips, pasta salad, and potatoes and onions with a side tray of apples, grapes, and pineapple. Dessert was a Friendly’s birthday log ice cream cake because my boyfriend does not like cake for the life of him.

I’ve decided while writing this, I am going to my boyfriend’s after school so that I can weigh in. I need to. Haven’t really exercised or eaten that great lately but you know, sometimes theres a period during weight loss that falling off the wagon isn’t so bad! E, you need to kick my butt back onto the wagon before it’s too late!

So thats all for today folks. Enjoy the rest of your day and/or night. Oh! If someone can, please inform me as to HOW commenting can be fixed? E was able to comment on my blog but I haven’t figured out the trick. Someone help if you can! Thanks loves!

Yours Truly,


Skinny Jeans and S**t Kickers :]

Posted by fluffysophie on March 9th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

So, today the only jeans I had were skinny jeans. I tend to wear them with j-flops and lately I’ve been wearing shit kickers or work boots for those who don’t have any idea what Im talking about. My feet haven’t been too appreciative of anything but the boots. It incredibly WET outside from all the s**w melting (sorry! I don’t cuss! :P) and my boots are water proof so there are plenty of benefits of wearing the boots but they look a bit ridiculous right now because my jeans don’t cover them in any way, shape, or form.

I’m incredibly excited for tomorrow. It’s my boyfriend’s 18th birthday and we’re going on a very huge very planned out very different date. I planned out GPS coordinates with hints. The hints were quotes or sayings that had some sort of significance to what we were doing. The first is “the world is like a mirror” this first event might have something to do with reflections, but unfortunately, I can’t post what it really is because my boyfriend reads my blog from time to time and he can’t know until tomorrow when it all happens!

I will say that I’ve made our breakfast for tomorrow because the date starts at 530 am and goes until we go to bed. I also made part of our dinner and Im rather excited for it. Im actually incredibly excited for everything happening tomorrow and Im really hoping his other gift comes in today because I ordered off of amazon. I got one of them in yesterday and was so thrilled that I got the gift that I thought wouldn’t be in until next week. So that actually took a lot of pressure off.

Since our date needed to be cost efficient, we’re doing a lot of walking and (he knows about this just not in detail) swimming so exercise will not be a problem! It will probably even be better exercise than just walking on a treadmill, more fun too.

Our food for the day isn’t overly bad for us either. A small breakfast, medium lunch, and delicious dinner followed by a healthy and non-healthy dessert spread. Tomorrow is going to be great!

On the other side of things, I think that whenever we have time, Im going to weigh in and Im really hoping that I’ve lost SOMETHING. Last week was rather uneventful and not really accurate since I kept reweighing myself and got something different each time.

Anyway, class is about over and I have to go to gym which isn’t going to be an eventful class because all the students (or the majority of them) are in Quebec for the junior class anual trip, and well, Im a senior. Hopefully today will pass fast and tomorrow will be knocking on my door, or setting my alarm clock off ;]

Enjoy the day/night/whatever it is when you read this!

Yours Truly,


Commenting Not Working?

Posted by fluffysophie on March 8th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I’m in class and everyone’s complaining about what to do for the graduation slideshow the school plays every year. One kid mentioned having it a graduation requirement and that’s not that bad an idea.

Anyway, I’ve been trying to post a comment on E’s blog for the last 24 hours and for SOME reason, my computer is being ridiculously stupid and rude to me.

I haven’t weighed in this week and Saturday is my boyfriend’s birthday and I have a long geocacheing date-like day planned out that he doesn’t really know about. So, food is going to end up incredibly consumed.

I have no idea. Class has me frustrated and Im going to go crazy. :[

Yours Truly,


More progress, or less in some cases…

Posted by fluffysophie on March 4th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Alright, so today I ended up walking another mile. Shaved off one minute from the one before that and halved the time before that. Started with a mile in 41 minutes. Then 21. Today’s was 20. So not too bad for me.

My negatives for today are that I haven’t lost any weight in the last week. I’ve also been incredibly depressed and stressed out with school and that stupid online course so things haven’t been the greatest. I guess its about time that I just buckle down, get things done and get my life in gear.

Yea, I know, I’ve said that a million times but who cares?

Im pretty mad at the boyfriend right now. His birthday is Saturday and I made this whole huge birthday plan thing for him and he ruined it completely by making me give him the answers to the hints he was given. Then, today, using his computer is driving me crazy because its a dell and every time my fingers even come close to the touch pad it moves my writing cursor. Lovely, right?

Ugh, short entry today and I know I haven’t entirely kept up with this daily but I’m sure that eventually I’ll get back on track. For now, Everyone enjoy your day or night.

Yours Truly,


Super Quick Update, Possibly Updated Twice

Posted by fluffysophie on February 29th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

So my step father really irritated me and I asked my boyfriend if he would mind me going to his house and walking on the treadmill as I wanted to take my frustration out productively.

I walked for 41 minutes and managed a full mile and .250 of a mile. That’s amazing if you ask me. My head hurts a little and my legs are like jell-o but it was worth it. I do think that Im going to weigh in before the end of the day so that I can have some sort of idea as to how good this week has been, even if its a day early.

Im so excited that Im doing better with my life now. Eventually I will be doing much better and the weight will drop right off of me.

Everyone enjoy the rest of today.

Yours Truly,


Irrational Mood Swings

Posted by fluffysophie on February 29th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

I know I’ve written prior about being so angry that I just want to bust someone in the mouth but today, and more lately, I’ve had some really irrational mood swings. Im not sure what the heck they are from because nothing’s really been going on but Im beginning to worry.

I’ve gone from trying to do homework and just throwing my book across the room because it just pisses me off or something and then start bawling my eyes out. Then Ill be sitting talking to my boyfriend and just want to hurt him or scream at him until Im blue in the face.

It really is annoying and I just want to know why all of this is going on in my head.

I had started writing this yesterday. I had a really bad day and went from in a great mood to in a horrible mood in zero to sixty. It was terrible. So, today, Im writing in a different color because I don’t feel like BSing my way through yesterday’s blog or starting one today.

So, this morning my boyfriend had to take a test at my school (He’s home schooled) and brought me since when my day starts is when he had to take the test. He did really well, just to add. But he left before I could see him again.

Okay, so the mood swings are still happening. I want to rip this girls face off and shove it so far…I should shut up. She irritates me beyond belief and I want to whoop her ass so bad but Im a better person than that so Ill just rant it to my lovely blogger buddies.

Just a quick little congratulations to my lovely blogger buddy, E, on her losses this week and her triumphs along the way! Confetti filled text all right there ;]

My leg just fell asleep. :/ Lovely.

Anyway, Im too lazy to look back to see if I mentioned what I’ve eaten in the last week but lets just say four salads in two days accompanied by strawberry cake and angel food cake with fruit and whipped cream should make for an interesting weigh in tomorrow.

I got caught up with my online course work, started a new week this morning at midnight, and have been getting fairly caught up with all my other classes. My statistics class isn’t doing me any justice. I had to talk to my principal about possibly dropping it if I can’t get help. I am willing to do most anything to make up the missed work and since its all dismissed absences, she (my teacher) can’t say a damned thing.

Well, another teacher just offered to help me but when a family member of mine has taken five years of college level statistics and can’t help, I think that what my teacher is trying to teach us is not exactly what we should be learning. Although, my principal says this is easier leveled work than what was given before this year. I call BS.

I think that I am going to take full body photographs of my progress from here on out. That way I can see a difference. I also think Im going to research different kinds such as facial shots, hand shots, and so on so that I can see progress everywhere. Good idea? Bad?

I really wish that there was absolutely no snow on the ground and the weather was sort of nice so that I could walk the school’s track. Or I wish I could find a place to go for free to walk an inside track but I don’t think there are any. OH! I just remembered that there is a little camp ground near where I live that has a year round pool and hottub and exercise room for fairly cheap and everything is heated. Date night? Quite possibly!

Haven’t actually had a date night in forever. :[ I hope that I can find the information for the place online and suggest it to my boyfriend. I also have to figure something out for his birthday. :[ Where are you supposed to go when you have no money and the weather is in between winter and spring?

Alright, class is soon to be over and I have lots to look up now. Hopefully today passes by fast because I have my college intro to psych course to attend after two weeks of missing it. D: FML!

Everyone enjoy your day/night and keep up with your lives. Falling behind sucks!

Yours Truly,


Today’s Plan

Posted by fluffysophie on February 24th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

Today, I have a plan. I need to get homework done, clean, and exercise a little. Im hoping it doesn’t rain a ton before I can get out of the house and go for a walk.

Anyway, my day should fold out to be the following:

1st, I’m going to go back to sleep for a bit since my TOM woke me up

2nd, When Im awake again, I plan to eat breakfast

From there, 3rd, Im going to sit down and do my online course homework. ALL OF IT. And without complaint.

Afterwards, Im going to strap on some shoes and go for a walk. Probably just around the block.

From there, Ill come home and clean my bed room. I need to change my sheets, vacuum and put away clothes DESPERATELY. I’ve actually been needing to do this for the last week or so, maybe longer.

In addition to cleaning my room as stated, I plan to throw my pillows and blankets into the drier for a good amount of time to kill any germs from this stupid cold I have. I also want to disinfect my room’s basic surfaces, dust, and so on.

Afterwards, I am going to take a nice long hot shower, shave my legs, treat my rough dry skin, paint all my nails (toes and fingers alike) and from there, I have no idea what I will do.

Just a cute little update, Im now down to 305 pounds! Thats another 2 pound loss from whenever I last weighed in. I’m really hoping that I lose the weight that I want to before prom and then some. Im also really hoping it doesn’t all just become flabby skin to a point that I can’t tone it up. I plan on, however exercising enough that I can tone up some portion of my flab. Even found the instructional videos that my boyfriend and I are going to start as soon as he’s done with his long stretch of work.

So on that note, its time for me to go back to bed for a bit. :]

Everyone enjoy your day/night, which every it may be!

Yours Truly,


P.S., I updated my Hungry Caterpillar page, thanks to E! So please check it out! Thanks!!! :]

Cough Drops and Hair Cuts :]

Posted by fluffysophie on February 21st, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 3 Comments

I was about to cry a moment ago. I couldn’t figure out how to change my font because I lost my second tool bar! Crisis, I know!

Well, as my title says, cough drops and hair cuts will probably be what I go on about the most today. I’ve been pretty down in the dumps lately, rather bad actually. To a point where I, at one point, considered moving millions of miles away and changing everything about me and my entire life or just simply stopping breathing. Neither are a suitable answer! So, I decided that a hair cut and weight loss plan put into action would be the better choice. I broke down and had a pity party with my boyfriend who is fully supportive of my emotional roller coasters (thank the heavens), if he wasn’t, I don’t know who I’d turn to.

Well, anyway, he decided that because Im having such trouble with my lungs and can’t seem to get myself out of bed without wanting to grab a gun, that he and I would start walking or something, ANYTHING, to get me outside and feeling a little better. In the summer-ish time, when his parents have their garage cleaned out and fixed up and such, he mentioned doing the exercises that I had looked up (both instructional texts and videos) and taking walks. He’s much like me and prefers exercising in private versus where anyone can his fat jiggle. Yes, I am the exact same way. I hate being near anyone when I exercise. I always feel like, even if they’re bigger than me, they’re judging me, because my sister and I had multiple blow outs when we were younger of trying to lose weight or get in shape and she’d always judge me and say things and I was never fully comfortable around anyone afterwards. Although, I have found I have a lot of issues surrounding family. I have father issues, sister issues, and mother issues. My grand parents are grand parents. What else can I say on that?

Well, anyway, part of my feeling run down is due to a watery nasal congestion that has made its home in my lungs. Also a reason breathing hasn’t been too easy. Anyway, I feel like Im going to live off of cough drops for the rest of my life. Whats weird is that when my boyfriend was with me about two hours ago, I could talk somewhat normal. Now, I have a fluctuating voice pattern of manly to silent. Not really that fun but it tends to get people’s attention better.

Wow, I jump from topic to topic a lot.

I can’t afford anything right now, and I will be getting a guinea pig sometime within the next two months or so, so in desperate times of need, I asked my mother (who’s fairly good at what she does no matter what it is) to cut my hair. I wanted bangs again. BAD. So She started with that. She cut them a bit too short for my taste but I guess they look alright. Then she put layers into my hair. I will mention that I am trying to grow my hair out to a fairly decent length for prom this year and its on April 28th which isn’t too long from now and I have THE slowest growing hair ever.

Yes, I like my hair cut, but I don’t know how much I like it. Its alright and I can make it work until its grown back out, but I just feel that I really want something WAY longer. Long is hard for me. As stated prior, my hair takes FOREVER to grow out. Im not even really sure why because my eyebrows grow together every two days if I don’t maintain them well enough and my legs and armpits, well those are long lost relatives of my cat if not shaved every three-ish days, haha!

Anyway, Im really hoping that the hair cut and everything that’s about to begin helps me out because I sure could use it. I even painted my nails pink and orange. Pink is a GIGANTIC step for me because obviously I like purple but I tend to paint my nails in a chrome color to avoid bold colors. Blah, Im tired, its almost one AM. Good night everyone!

Enjoy the night/day. Im off to dream land.

Yours Truly,


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