Angry at myself for gaining 20 lbs over the past 18 months, angry at my husband for under appreciating me, angry at the world basically.

Why can’t I lose weight and keep it off? Why am I either starving myself or stuffing my face like a flabby glutton? This cycle is ridiculous! Please Dear God just let me lose 15lbs. I would also like to lose at least 10 before I go to Europe.

I wish I could channel this anger into results. I am heading for the gym later today and will also be taking the dog for a walk.