Here I go again! I am back several months later with little to no progress made. I was doing insanely well and was on track to be at my goal by now but I just can’t seem to get it together. Every time I make some progress I fall off the wagon and back into my old habits of gym skipping and carb eating. Well here I am again trying to get back to 125lbs. I really just want to be able to be proud of myself and not feel self conscious!

I am back to 144lbs. No excuses no lying to myself. I am fat. I am unhappy about it. I am the only person who can change this. Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels!

I am travelling to Europe in August. I don’t want to cringe when I look at pictures of myself cycling the Belgian Countryside or Standing under the Eiffel Tower. These are memories that will last a lifetime and I want to look great!

If I lose 2lbs a week until my departure date I should be able to lose 12lbs and be 132lbs. Not my ideal weight but not too far from it.

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