Getting to know me

I’m not sure what prompted me to climb back on this weight loss rollercoaster…thought I was done with that.  Lost 96 pounds in one year and have regained 15 in the past three weeks.  I guess the question for me is what am I gaining by gaining weight?!  Protection?  That’s always been the main benefit of weight gain for me…kept me free from intimate relationships, didn’t have to worry about being left behind.  I really thought I’d dealt with those issues, had come to terms with those fears.  Obviously have more work to do…

 

Have decided to utilize blogging to help me delve a little deeper into my inner self…to face my fears…to overcome the roadblocks I’ve erected…to climb down off that rollercoaster once and for all.

 

 

Filed under: Uncategorized on July 4th, 2009