On The Rollercoaster Once Again
I’m not sure what prompted me to climb back on this weight loss rollercoaster…thought I was done with that. Lost 96 pounds in one year and have regained 15 in the past three weeks. I guess the question for me is what am I gaining by gaining weight?! Protection? That’s always been the main benefit of weight gain for me…kept me free from intimate relationships, didn’t have to worry about being left behind. I really thought I’d dealt with those issues, had come to terms with those fears. Obviously have more work to do…
Have decided to utilize blogging to help me delve a little deeper into my inner self…to face my fears…to overcome the roadblocks I’ve erected…to climb down off that rollercoaster once and for all.