Today I struggle
daily blathering No Comments »I want to snack. There, I said it. SNACK - like on crackers and chips and… crackers. I even let myself have a small handful earlier, hoping that would satisfy it. But it didn’t, because the urge, the NEED, to snack has nothing to do with hunger. Sick child=snack. Problems at work=snack. Sick child + problems at work=total snack attack!!
So I thought I would blog about it instead of giving in to it. It does not help that I can hear my mom just on the other side of my office wall crunching away on Wheat Thins!!
I worked out this morning - 30 minute strength training DVD (nothing like Jillian Michaels yelling at you at 6am!) and then Week 3 Day 1 of Couch to 5K (23 minutes on the treadmill). I’ve eaten healthy today, well within my calories. I’m definitely not hungry. I just want to crunch. And no, baby carrots won’t cut it. I want crackers, Chex Mix, chips - crunchy, salty CARBS!!! Oooooooh - toasty, crusty garlic sourdough bread, a whole loaf of it… Ok, I need to seriously stop that!
I will go home. I will work out. I will enjoy a nice big fat cup of tea while watching The Biggest Loser. And I will be in bed by 10, unless I’m on puke patrol (re: sick child paragraph 1.) I will NOT give in to the snack monster - cause once I let him loose, he’s almost impossible to reign back in.

