First Milestone - DONE!

Weight: 169.8
I actually screamed “YESSSS!!!” when I stood on my scale this morning and saw that number! My kids are used to their crazy mother, so this didn’t phase anyone. I did a fist pump in the air too. Oh yeah!
I have decided to go 100% raw (food) starting Monday for the next 30 days. [...]

Soooooo close!!

Weight: 170.4
I can TASTE the 160s! Almost there!!
Doesn’t hurt that I did a triple workout yesterday: 45 minutes on the elliptical in the morning and then 90 minutes last night. But that was because I was taking my older boys to the midnite showing of Iron Man 2 (it was totally AWESOME, btw!!) and I [...]

Breakin’ Barriers

Weight: 171.2
Finally - I broke through that 172 barrier! I swear, I was beginning to think my scale was broken!
I got up and worked out this morning. It was HARD to get out of bed, I wanted to SLEEP! But once I was up and moving, it was easier. And I feel SO GOOD now. [...]

What it’s like to be totally f****d up

Weight: 172.4
So, yesterday went really really great. I did 45 minutes on the elliptical both morning and evening AND went for a 30 minute walk at lunchtime. My food was spot on… until 7:35pm. And then I became possessed.
The biggest problem is… I am bulimic. And just like an alcoholic, once a bulimic always a [...]

Frustration!

Weight: 172.2
Mkay. This is sucking!! I am working out, eating right and consciously being like SUPER HEALTHY. And I’m still in the freaking 170s!! Like my weight is all “Fuck off, we’re not going anywhere BITCH!” ARGH!!!!
However, I’m stickin’ with it. And guzzling water. I’d been drinking tons of Diet Coke (again!) and so that’s [...]

Monday Confessions

Weight: 172.4
Hey, not so bad considering!!! I stepped on the scale last night before bed and it said 169.6!!! I guess all the running all over Great America for 8 hours paid off but the days food hadn’t caught up with me yet!
Saturday night’s report - I just had a Diet Coke at In n [...]

Thursday

Weight: 173.6
I’m still recovering from the ginormous Costco cupcake I ate the other night - one has 760 calories! I also ate too much garlic bread… and there may or may not have been some popcorn chicken from KFC thrown into the mix. Yeah, not such a stellar day! However, yesterday I was right back [...]

Slowly but surely

Weight: 172.6
I feel like I am literally prying each pound off my body. Its hard, slow work. And something I’m having to work at every day. But I am determined. I’m feeling better already and it’s tough to look in the mirror and still see the same me looking back! I FEEL different, shouldn’t I [...]

Letting the Sunshine In

Weight: 173.0
The last two days I have come home from work exhausted, yet still managed to put in 45 minutes on the elliptical before literally collapsing in bed. It’s just through sheer determination that I’ve worked out. I slept for 12 hours last night and 13 hours the night before. My moods been better but [...]

Hanging in there

Weight: 173.6
Food has been good, however I’ve over done it a bit on the Junior Mints. I really need to lay off ‘em for a bit. It doesn’t help that my kids all got together and gave me 20 jumbo boxes of them for my birthday!! They are like twice the size of the movie [...]