Weight: yeah, uh, let’s not go there. K, thanks!

Who suggested the low fat crackers and laughing cow cheese?!!! I’m guessing you didn’t mean for me to eat the whole box and entire wheel in one sitting, correct?! Next time, specify that please!!

PMS - I blame it for all the worlds’ ills… and my own. Cramps - PMS. Food cravings - PMS. Lethargy - PMS. Global warming - PMS. See, it works for everything!

I am trying so hard not to lose my focus. Exercise has gone right out the window. Why? I do not know! I’m not one of those people who hates exercise. In fact, I really love it. So WHY does my slothful, lazy, good for nothing mind keep convincing my body that it sucks?! I’m at a total loss here!!

I ordered some really cute shirts from Charlotte Russe last week and they came yesterday. This is a juniors’ clothing website and I got larges. I put the shirts on and they button up but… well… I need about 10 lbs off for them to fit properly. Great incentive, right? I have them hanging prominently in my closet, so I see them when I open it. I’m going to keep thinking of those shirts - 10 lbs ain’t that much. And I’ll have almost lost all the weight I put on over the summer. Keep FOCUS!!! KEEP FOCUS!!

I’m on my third cup of tea this morning. I’m trying to keep drinking it instead of snacking… hmmmm…. crackers and laughing cow cheese…. NOOOOO!! CUTE SHIRTS CUTE SHIRTS CUTE SHIRTS!!!

Oh, and the shirts are all plaid and flannel and girly - just like the ones Bella wears in Twilight!! I’m going to be so adorable… even though I’m mere months away from turning 40. Is it sad that I want to dress like a teenage heroine in a vampire movie?