I see Paris, I see France

A.M. weigh-in: 165.0
I found these at Claire’s last night. I also got a matching necklace and bracelet. I’m going to wear them often as a reminder of my goal. I feel so energized and inspired. I am determined to do this!!
This is going to have to be short and sweet. I’ll update when I can. [...]

I have a plan!

A.M. weigh-in: 166.0
Even though my weight is still up, I sure I’ve come out of my depression. Thank Goodness. The hopelessness and self-hatred of the past few months is gone, as is the overwhelming sadness and loneliness. I just feel “better”, like after battling a long and persistent cold (speaking of, I think I’ve come [...]

I am here

A.M. weigh in: 165.6
I’m feeling better, my mojo may be back. I’m tentative about stating that, hoping not to jinx myself. But for the past few days I’ve felt more my old self again. Like something “clicked” in my brain. I’m trying not to over-analyze it right now, don’t want to risk clicking it back [...]

Holding on by my fingernails

A.M weigh-in: 170.2
I ended up in the ER at 2:30 am with Sean and Skye, both running fevers of over 102 and Sean having a mild asthma attack. It was time to see a doctor. And to be tested for swine flu (or any kind of flu.) Thank goodness that came back negative! Whew, big [...]

I’m backish, sort of, not really

I’m trying. Or at least trying to try. My three youngest are sick. Very sick. Like high fevers, throwing up, cold-like symptoms too. Sean, my asthmatic 7 year old, came down with it first Saturday morning. As of today, he’s still running a fever, having asthma attacks (mild ones) and generally looks like crap. Skye [...]