My fingers are on fire! November 29, 2009
I am back for the eleventy billionth time. Don’t think the days are gonna slow down so some how I gotta catch up. My fingers feel as if they are going to bursst into flame from the acetone at the nail salon today. But my nails now shine and dance on the key board and my new wedding band is doing the bling boogie as I type. The only problem from this view are the white sausage like appendages that my shiny nails and dancing ring are attached to. Just got some pictures from my dad from our wedding ceremony (2 weeks ago). I look like I weigh a ton. Could I have at least held in my stomach? just for one picture. I felt so good leaving that morning… not sure what happened to my body between leaving the house and arriving a the ceremony. I had lost 13 lbsin 6 weeks (thanks Kellie and bootcamp) and I am proud of that. But it is grossly obvious that I need to stay focused. I am fighting the disgust, trying to pump up my success so far, and just realistic that it takes time to look like a thin healthy woman. I will get there.
And dangit, I am going to get here. To post my “credits” and keep my mind’s eye on the prize. I have an amazing hubby, great kids, and can pay my bills. One day at a time with the weight change. Maybe go borrow some acetone from Tam and sit on it a while. Must light a fire under me somehow…..
Back to bootcamp tomorrow. Weight this morning (unofficial) was 198 – up 5 from 1.5 weeks ago. Back on track with food and fitness tomorrow. Off to an impromptu dinner at mexican place tonigt. Will try to make good choices.
One thing to get done tomorrow: TURN IN INSURANCE PAPERWORK TO ADD DEPENDENTS!!!!