Teach a girl to fish…

A Wii Fit!  I bought it last October (don’t start with me) and haven’t had time (you know theres only like 5,040 hours in seven months) to open it.  Nope, hadn’t even broken the seal on the box.  It was very effectively hidden under the kid’s tv entertainment center.  I was gonna get to it.  Even excited about using it the couple of times it crossed my mind….. then….

I call Boblian this morning (who is at home, not working a the moment) and he’s “stepping”. What?  He’s huffing and puffing in the phone!  Is he “stepping” out on me?!?!?  Is he stepping on grapes?  Is he stepping up and down the four front porch steps… nope.  He’s been working out for an hour on the Wii fit!!!!! Trader!  Didn’t he know I was just about to bust it out!  Crap! Damn! I wanted to be the first, I just needed one more day.  I have even been playing this “conversation” in my head about ” Sorry Boblian, I’m tired of waiting for you to exercise with me so I started (fill in here)”.  Possible answers: Wii Fitting, going to the gym, walking at lunch, eating right, jogging on my breaks, lifting weights, drinking water, yoga, putting the pizza down… whatever…  SOMETHING!   He beat me to it. Ewwww… I am sooo… embarassedly mad!  I guess its game on.  Turkey!

That’s it!  I’m off to drink some water, take my vitamins and seethe from my workdesk. Just wait till I get home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant believe I haven’t posted a real blog post in almost two months.  Not surprising considering my world, however still no excuse to not be here.   I haven’t done probably 1 hour of “intentional” exercise in the last 6 weeks.  The 1 hour I did was fantastic.  Why doesnt it compute?  I have got to pull it together.

So big vacation is over.  I sported the bikini although I had zero business wearing it.  When its 115, you cant get naked enough or wet enough to make it the heat go away.  Thats all behind me though.  Okay… soooooo

FOCUS:

Commitments for 5/27 through 5/31:

• Eat what I have prepared
• Track my calories
• 30minutes minimum per day
• 64 OZ water per day
• Vitamins everyday
• Get here daily for the Best/Worst of the Day

Not gonna get crazy. Just gonna do what I have to do.  Headed for 8 hours sleep now.  Be back tomorrow.

STARTING WEIGHT: 205…. urgh!

please do not delete my blog.  I’m here. I’m alive. I’m fatter than ever and I need to keep the blog alive.  I miss my friends.  I suck at getting here.  I love pie….. what the?  Okay forget that last part.  Ineed to catch up and regroup.  Please dont leave me.

Desperate in California….