Teach a girl to fish…

I guess some things have changed, or that section of my brain that stored the comprehension of posting here is some how gone, because apparently I forgot to PUBLISH yesterdays stuff yesterday. So no worries, I am not weighing every three hours and posting, or peeing, weighing and reposting. I simply got confused.

I am exceptionally tired today. Possibly due to lower calories than I expected? Anywho… I over slept this morning and missed my 15 minute work out and just realized I didn’t do last nights either. Crap! TOM is on the way and I was definitely experiencing my preTOM weep moment last night. BF kinda just stares at me in awe because I’m not pissy, or necessarily sad, I just kind of cry through conversations. Its very twilight zone. No wonder the poor men in our lives get confused (not that THEY are any better for our sense of life direction with them).

I have about 25% of my water down and already feel like I am swimming from the inside out. I will say that I do crave water now since I have been getting my 64 oz in a day. On weekends when I am not forced to stare at a bottle of it at my desk, I do wander to the barley pops more readily. But they’re made with water, right?

Okay, so real excited about todays number… and (i have to sneak this in here because BF will go ballistic if he sees me making ANOTHER spreadsheet about my theoretical weight loss or debt repayment ~ whatever) if I lose 2 lbs per week I will be at my goal weight of 150 by the first week of May AND in time to pick out a bathing suit before they are all picked over!!! Woohoo! You may remember I LOVE to fish (crazy, I know) and every year BF and I fish a derby in Havasu. Its usually in the middle of May. PERFECT! I want 150 so bad for 2009 girls. I can just remember how fat I thought I was when I weighed 150 and what fool I was. Now that I am older and removed the deceptive youthy convoluted mindsets, I would love to rock a curvy healthy body and outweigh the girls at the river (that are built like 12 year old boys ) by 30 to 50lbs. Ah… dreams….

I am SOOOO glad the number started with a “1″! I logged all my food today. I got 15 minutes in on the treadmill this morning… and work has me emotionally exhausted. I am going to do 15 min tomorrow morning.

I appreciate the comments ladies! Its good to be back here (Round - glad your refocusing too!) I am already ready for bed and hope to get a few minutes tomorrow to go see what everyone else has been up to!

night!