Fatgirls Trials and Tribulations

She had the surgery and everything went just fine now just time for the  healing and time for me to bthanking God !! The cyst was 10 in by 12 in , HUGE ! I am down to my lowest weight in a few years ! 163  Lbs amazing what stress do will do to you !!! LOL Ill take it any way ! Life is good I feel disconnected in a lot of ways, need work on that !! Love you all !! HUGGGSSS

Moms surgery is on Thursday , she got a cancellation booking so this is going fast which is good . The tumor is an Ovarian cyst measuring 12 cm by 16 cm so its huge . Pray that things go well!

Anyhow life has been normal diet ok exercise non existant and water whats that! Gearing up for the big weekend , a busy one at the restaurant . Hope you are all doing well and talk to you soon!

Mom had her MRI today to get a better view of the mass and goes to talk to the surgeon next week I will be going with her ….. I havent been exercising or be carefull about my diet, I know the results of that .

I watched the movie Twilight but I enjoyed the book far more! Sweet baby is here so I dont have much time TTYS HUGGGS and much love!

I havent been here Ive had a lot to process. This week we found out my Mom has a tumor in her abdomen in th ovarian region, even though she had a complete hystorectomy 25+ yrs ago. We dont know if it is cancerous yet but I am scared very scared , I just lost my Dad to cancer 5yrs ago , I dont think I can handle this again… but it doesnt matter because it is what it is and it will have to  be dealt with …….breathing. Weight is holding steady I am doing nothing to change it so it wont change , I havent completly fallen off the wagon but am holding on by a mere thread. I must control what I can in my life , be thankful for what I have and look to the positive .. I am off  hugs and love to all have a great weekend and hold those whom you love for they may not be here forever!

Yeah DH says to me , you know youve lost enough weight again I dont like it when you get too skinny , you dont look healthy! What I am currently 168 lbs and I am not skinny , this from a man who weighs 134 and thats a high weight for him !!

WTVR !

Sweet baby is here , I went and pick her up shoes from wally world and of course a couple of outfits I couldnt resist! Me and baby clothes not a good combo! Yesterday I did a speedy tidy of the house and movved on to the yard which was full of maple keys and dead grass among other things (thanks doggies). Had a lovely dinner BBQ steak , baked potato and spinach ( a first in this house and almost everyone liked it ) carrots and salad! Really nice way to end a gorgeous day outside !  I am gonna go outside again before the rain!  so I must get moving HUGGGGS and love to all!

I have been a comment slacker! Im sorry I will get to that today , but first is a quickie house clean , then outside to do a yard clean up cause (get this) it will be 68 outside woohooooooo! Not much else to report weight is staying the same although I put on a pair of jeans yesterday that I havent wore in 5 yrs , still need to lose 5 lbs to wear them comfortably , one day at a time! Oh and BTW Happy st pattys day !!!! Love and hugs to all!

Had a great weekend. Hubby and I celebrated our 11 th wedding anniversary , we went to the Casino (beautiful) then to dinner and off to a bar to watch a brad paisley impersonation Quite good ,nice just to spend time with him . I did do another post but accidentally put it as a page rather than a post obviously still trying to figure this out! Not looking forward to work today , boss is gone on vaca that part is okay but I have to work with nasty co worker whom I just really dislike , ah well make the best of it ! March break so the house should be tore up by the time I get home , but I will get them to help me clean tommorow LOL! I will also have coworkers baby tommorow night , I am looking forward to that . Weight is up exercise is down hmmm funny how that goes together isnt it ! DUHHHH Anyhow I must get ready for work HUGGGGS and love to all , hope to be back later to comment !

I did it I got all of you and I commented ! BIG raspberries to the blog masters !! LOL

What a goof ball. So there has been some drama recently for a very sweet co worker of mine , I mean the girl cant cut a break! Here goes the short of it , her mentally ill DD pushed her GDD to the floor caused blood and fled , So now the GDD has to live with single coworker and her 14yr old son and some how manage to work nights too . So I offered to take the baby (2) and have her stay here with me while she works and then I decided rather than wake her I would keep her over night , cause co worker was schedueled for days today. Let me tell ya what a joy to have such a sweet girl and so well behaved !

Other than that I went to work this morning and cleaned the basement in the restaurant UGGHH what a mess dirt mold junk! The boss comes flying out of his office and says HOLY S%?& this is a huge space , i replied well when the junk is gone it makes it easier to see the floor ! LOL  I brought the baby to my moms house while I did this!

BL is getting to be very dramatic , lots of acting going on ! If I wanted to watch a soap opera I would of! It wont stop me from watching again tho LOL!

Well ladies I am off to spend some time with the kiddies HUGGGS and Love to all

PS We did our taxes and we both get money back WOOOHHOOOO

I had it all figured out tonight , I went thru the list copy and pasted everyones journals into my journal ladies thingie and guess what , turns out I did nothing LOL!! Well I guess I will have to try again tomorow ! I am going to go in to work for a bit to try to clean up the basement , it is a disaster area ! Anyhow not much else going on WI is Thursday and I am thinking that I will stay the same or gain and its totally deserved and I know it ! Once again the PMS monster has arrived and nope I didnt plan for it ! I know what I am doing wrong now to stop doing it ! Well ladies I am off to bed Love and HUGGGSS to all ! Cya tommorow!