http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella Just another 3fatchicks.com weblog Thu, 01 Oct 2009 03:51:21 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en 155 pounds. I'm really not that far away from my goal and I wonder why I don't just do it. Is it because I don't truly want it. Or maybe because things like making money to pay rent are more important. Here is what I know to be true: my ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2009/09/30/45/ Kaboom!  Sitting in this coffee shop that i used to call my workplace... i write to initiate a new era.  I am calm, i have clarity, life is beautiful, and 12 days ago i was 159 pounds.  i don't know what i am now- i will weigh at the 3 ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2009/06/29/kaboom/ It's still all about the come back. My lifestyle has changed since the new year.  I am commuting by car instead of bike to a suburb where i bring bags and bags of materials in for teaching.... cycling is not really an option.  Included in my nice car experience is that ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2009/02/15/155-lbs-but-not-discouraged/ Coming back from feeling like a mess.  Funny how when things get tough, the first thing to go is taking care of ourselves... it should be the opposite!  "I'm sorry that --insert work of some type here-- is going to have to wait while i go for a bike ride, ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2009/01/03/its-all-about-the-come-back/ Getting back on track... well, sort of.  I am getting my life back on track, is what i mean to say.  I didn't weigh myself this morning (check mark).   I am currently waiting for my laundry to finish and have started to reorganize my house.  Yay, finally!  There is a ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/12/23/feeding-thy-self/ Done, done, DONE! School is finally over.  What a long, draining ride.  There are so many things i want to do, so many things i HAVE to do--  and get caught up on.  I'm finally getting over my cold.  My spirits are lifting by the hour.  I am dreaming of ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/12/17/done/ Time has flown.  Things have been a little out of control.  School is finally almost over, forever.... and I am.... exhausted.  I just got home from work, started out with ice cream straight out of the carton, and then went for the frozen pizza. All gone.  I sit here, feeling ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/12/14/meh/ Things have been up and down.  There were a couple weeks where i got down to 148, but only because I was emotionally off and didn't feel like eating anything.  I ran into a guy i used to date, and i got kind of upset over it.  Which is strange... ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/11/02/moving-forward-standing-tall/ Maintaining at 150.  I've been binging for days now, it's pretty bad.  The stress is high, the work productivity is low.  I seem to be worrying about everything i have to do, more than actually doing it.  I occupy myself with sweet and starchy food.. yum, chocolate, bready stuff, ice ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/10/06/falling-hard-off-the-wagon/ Re-evaluate here.  I'm at a good spot: 150 pounds.  I have lost 16 pounds since writing this blog.  It's not a huge amount, but it is the process which has been so important.  i think i have found things i didn't know i lost... i think i have grown more ... http://www.3fatchicks.com/diet-blogs/estella/2008/10/01/re-setting-goals/