Sooo, i’ve realized that… A lot has happened and i haven’t really taken the time to reflect.  Time has flown.  Time flies as i sit here typing.  I can’t figure out how i put aside so much time to get my school work done and all i end up doing is outlining what i am supposed to do, but don’t get anything done.  Physical activity and healthy eating seem to be taking the front seats in my life.  I love being active, i love being outside.  But somehow there is something that makes me feel incredible irresponsible to live this way– that is- to put myself and my happiness first over school work or making money to support myself.  What about the rest of my life?  I am at the end of my degree… the homestretch, i can’t give it all up now.  I need to take pride… i need to take balance.  What about my social life?  What about the friends who i don’t call back, or say i’ll make plans with and then blow off so i can go get lost in the woods by myself?  I tell myself, well, that’s what i need more at this point.  School is such a social process, i feel so overwhelmed and overworked that i don’t really want to see people when i’m not at school.  i guess that’s why i’m enjoying being active and exercising… it’s a stress release.  I have vegetable soup on the stove cooking.  in the past three hours i have: had a bath, cooked soup, eaten some other easy stuff– yogurt, fruit, broccoli, my-super-healthy-cookies,…. thats pretty random for diet…. i’ve thought about all of the emails i have to write, all of the things i have to do for school… but i haven’t actually done them.. hmmm.  This isn’t good.  I think this is time to write new goals…. to deal with life- just living… because being healthy is living healthy, and i need to balance some things out.  I’m starting to get anxious when i don’t get enough exercise in, like i’m going to gain 23 pounds and turn into a blimp… like i’m going to put on everything i’ve worked so hard to lose.  Time to re-evaluate.  I think i’m in a good spot to do it too… as i have just hit 150 pounds.  New goals…. coming soon.