ARGHHHHHH….  take a few days off of exercising and I have a 5lb gain!  5 LBS!!   WTF is that all about!  I keep telling myself that I was pumped so full of fluids on Tuesday that by body is still trying to get rid of them (which could be true b/c my fingers are still a little swollen) but methinks that it’s just wishful thinking.

This is what I hate about deiting and my body.  If I don’t exercise EVERY DAY, any progress I made gets thrown out the window.  It’s like my metabolism is non-existant and even if I eat lettuce 3 times a day I still have a gain if there is no exercise.  And you know what… I don’t have TIME to exercise every night.  Or if I do, I sure don’t feel like doing it, or hubby gives me some sort of attitude b/c oh no.. I’m going to go running again (really, support is nonexistant in my house). 

Blah… sorry for the early morning rant.  I just get so frustrated sometimes.  Why can’t I just live my life the way I want and lose the weight I want!!  Plus I’m frustrated b/c I’ve really wanted to run the past few days but I know I am not up to it yet.  Being at work all day yesterday destoyed me… I went to bed at 8:30 last night.  I feel better today though. Hopefully i”ll be back to normal and running next week.