Is it just me…
Journal, Mental Health March 3rd, 2009or does it seem like most of us have sort of lost our mojo. Maybe it’s just me. I know that the past 4-5 weeks I have been in another place. I was doing so well and on track and then all of a sudden, I’m not. I’m all off focus and I can’t seem to get that focus back. I am not exercising as much (I’m lucky if I run once a week), I am def not counting calories, and no matter how much I gear myself up, I can’t get back into the swing of it. I haven’t been blogging, which is very unlike me. Blah….
I need a good swift kick in the ass!! Maybe once next week is over and done with, I can get back. Why do I need to wait until after next week? Well, I’m headed up to see the band again for St. Patty’s Day weekend so the alcohol will be a-flowin’ (those of you on facebook, be ready for pictures!!). Good news about the band though– the insanely hot guitarist I am in love with WILL be playing that weekend! Last weekend was supposed to be his last, but both clubs they are playing at next weekend want to throw him a farewell party, so he will be playing both nights!! WOO HOO!!!! I’m going to tell myself that it’s because I will be there since I emailed him lamenting the fact that I wouldn’t get to see him (pathetic groupie). Whatever gets me through the day, right?
Anyway… I digress. Mojo — I need it. I am so close to my goal. I got into a pair of 14’s last week!! I can wear shirts I haven’t been able to wear in 3 years!! And yet… I find myself eating chili cheese nachos at 10pm after gorging on tortilla chips and chocolate earlier in the day. I have convinced myself that tortilla chips are the work of Satan.
March 3rd, 2009 at 8:07 pm
Boy are you ever singing my song. Although I’m trying to get back on track enough just to get back to where I was this summer! UGH! It sounds like your journey is heading in the right direction, so find that mojo! & then send some my way
March 4th, 2009 at 10:41 am
haha soda is LIQUID satan!
Yes I know what you mean- after christmas it’s like it all went downhill and I gained it all back except for TWO pounds (that’s what I get starting in December!). I think it’s just winter- over January/February I got back down to 214/213 and have been stuck, now that it’s November I’m working harder
I think it’s just winter lol.
March 5th, 2009 at 1:20 pm
Dude. Absolutely. And this place is not the same anymore. But…I come here to comment about it and LOOK! Bigprof’s back! Maybe there is hope that we can all pull ourselves together and get ready for summer!