I am not. I am back in my funk. I thought this past weekend might shake me out of it, but although I had fun, I think the fact I was on the edge of irritation with the girls all weekend really didn’t help. Not to mention the fact I saw a picture that was taken with my camera and it totally depressed me. I immediately deleted it. I am trying to figure out what steps to take. — Okay, that’s stupid.. I know what steps to take, but I am sort of feeling overwhelmed with the whole thing. I need to find a way to get more gym time and if that means I have to get my ass up at the BUTT CRACK of dawn every morning and be at the gym by 5 so I can work out for an hour before work, then I may just have to do it. Hubby will have to suck it up and take both kids to school, which isn’t a big deal since the elementary school is a mile from us and he has to drive right by the daycare to get to his work. Then I can go at night as well when I have a training session. Going only at nights right now sort of stresses me out because we get home later and we really don’t eat all that healthy on those nights, which is so STUPID since we are coming from the gym.

Anyway, I’m still here…. still thinking… still wanting to get back on track but just can’t seem to find a way to do so. Help me hang in there, ladies!