Today is becoming an off day. Everything is off. I think it stems from taking a day off in the middle of the week. I did not want to get up and go to work (well, I never want to do that but today is worse). I ate breakfast just fine, but by lunch I was jumpy and had to get out of the office. Even though I had been gone for 2 hours at the doctors already. So a co-worker and I went out to lunch. We went to Roly Poly which is a wrap place. I could have been good and gotten a veggie wrap as I have in the past, but instead I got a whole cuban wrap. Definitely not core and set me back 620 calories. Plus the Jalepeno chips I had with it. That was probably another 300 or so. Oy! Not sure what the problem is. I’m tired. I think that’s part of the problem.

Want to know the weirdest thing: today is open volleyball at the gym and I DON’T FEEL LIKE GOING!! That is very bizarre behavior for me. I want to go to bed early though since hubby is leaving to go diving tomorrow and I’ll have the kids on my own all weekend long. I know they will wear me out. I want to go to the gym though and do something! Like the elliptical machine or something to move my lard butt. Maybe I’ll go for a walk after dinner around the lake if it’s not raining or too hot. Maybe try to run on my own (without Robert Ullrey moving me along that is) and see how I do.

Someone come and kick me into some motivation for today.

**sigh** Tomorrow is another day.