What is my problem?  I do really well one day….maybe two days and then BAM!!   Something happens to derail my effort.  I’m not looking to pass blame, I’m just telling it like it is.   I know that I could choose something better than what I normally do, but stress causes me to lose all sense of self-control.

I started again today.   That’s all I can do is pick up my pieces and start over again each time I fail.