Okay, I am not hungry, but I totally want a pizza.  My husband is out of town, my son is at my mom’s and my daughter is fast asleep.  I have almost ordered a pizza twice tonight.  I went as far as putting my credit card info in the computer.  I want one so bad.  I could eat about half of it if I got it, so I really don’t want to go there.  So I ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich instead.  Didn’t really help.  I still feel the “void.”  I feel hungry, but I know I’m not.  I don’t want to go to bed to stop the hunger, I want to watch Harry Potter in HD.  I don’t want to spend the money since we paid rent this week and I spent about $60 already today AND I got a speeding ticket.

I WILL NOT ORDER PIZZA… I WILL NOT ORDER PIZZA… I WILL NOT ORDER PIZZA… I WILL NOT ORDER PIZZA