“you can only wear spanx for so long. then the party ends and you tug them off and you look yourself in the mirror and the warm confidence from earlier in the night is nowhere to be found.” 11/29/2009
“there are so many things that i want, and so many things that i can have if i just try and keep trying. i want to be loved in 2010. i want to wear beautiful clothing that accentuates curves, not rolls or lumps, just soft, beautiful curves that everyone wants to hold. i want someone to hold me all night long, to kiss me and tell me that i am the most beautiful girl in the world. i want to try on clothes and cry because they look so good. i want to run far and fast. i want to be the girl who eats so healthy and drinks so much water and has the clearest skin. i want to have hook ups galore. i want to look down and see only flat stomach. i want to go braless and not care.” 12/12/2009