.. update..

hello everyone and anyone!
well I haven’t written for a while.. but I’ve still been (semi) on track.
Eating wise: Up & down. I have my good days and good meals and I have my bad. I’m in the 100lb club halloween challenge and the first week I lost, ┬áthe second week I lose, third week I [...]


So these last 2 weeks I’ve been chugging along.. eating fairly well.. maybe 1 or 2 days I went over calories but that’s about it. I’ve been exercising and drinking the right amount of water.. then.. BAM
TIME OF THE MONTH. OMG. WHY WHY WHY?!?! I Hate getting my periods, I don’t even want to have [...]


well i’ve been sticking to it! It’s been a looonnggg weekend and I did eat over my recommended calories twice but i didn’t binge on chocolate.
Today I’ve eaten well again and plan to go to bed early.. this actually helps me avoid eating late night snakes and poking around the kitcehn.
I do have a problem [...]

up and down

so today and the past few days have been up and down.
The good:
I lost weight! yeyyy.. down to 115.8 again.
I’ve been following my diet “healthy eating lifestyle” fairly closely
I’ve been exercising again
The bad:
I saw that my previous ex’s that I was in a relationship are now both in happy relationships (via Facebook). I don’t love [...]

life just keeps getting sweeter

some days you just wake up and love everything in life. For me, today was one of those days.
I ate SUPER healthy. 1200 calorie healthy. I did exercise, 20 minute walk, 10 minutes aerobics. I feel really good. I actually felt a bit shaky before, probably from lack of sugar, but now I feel great.
I [...]

it’s strange

when I’m alone in my room, even if I’m wearing ugly baggy clothes, or fully naked - I really like the way I look. Don’t get me wrong, I still would like to be smaller, but I don’t think i’m that big.
and then I see a photo and I get so disgusted in myself, and [...]

keep going

so I’ve been eating crappy for the past few days. I haven’t even weighed myself! I hate it when I have little moments like this, and you undo any good work that you’ve already done! I’m trying not to think about all the ‘what ifs’ though.. like ‘what if i had stuck to healthy eating [...]

badddd run

these last few days have been bad. I’ve been eating bad and just not enjoying it recently.
I saw my ex-boyfriend has a girlfriend. I facebook stalked, shame on me. I know I may have mentioned this before.. but I’ve been thinking about it more and more. I actually saw a play yesterday and it was [...]

it’s all happening.. I hope.

Well I weighed myself this morning and I put on weight!! I’m 116.5kg right now, which does suck but I ate heaps yesterday so I’m not surprised. I don’t mind when the scale jumps up as long as it evens out over the next few days.
The worst part about it is that I have heaps [...]


Where have I been? I mean it’s only been 2 days but I really miss writing this blog already. It’s kinda like therapy.
ANYWAY. I have been working late nights etc so I’ve been a bit bad and not really updated. BUT Here are some pictures…
Hopefully if you copy and paste these links they will work! [...]