Day #227 - Wednesday
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Starting weight: 285.2
Weight Last Entry: 237.8 Weight Today: 237.4
Change today:: -0.4 lbs. Loss-so-far: -47.8 lbs.
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*Dancing around* *Twirling around* *Making woot-woot noises*
I’m just happy because I did an hour of DDR last night for the second night in a row and even though my knees are just a little bit swollen, I feel GOOD! Gonna go for another hour tonight. =D Yeah I got a Polar F4 heart monitor for Christmas (the only thing I asked Santa for) and I love how it tells me that I’m in “the zone” (for me it’s a HR between 112 and 147). DDR kicks butt, I was in that zone pretty much constantly!
My friend Diane has diabetes, she was diagnosed over six years ago. I have spent a lot of time with her and have watched her when she was “good,” eating what and when she’s supposed to eat, and also when she was “bad,” eating things she shouldn’t or skipping meals. It was a bit fascinating to me, from an outsider’s point of view, how she would “feel” her food intake. If she indulged in sugar, she could feel the spike - and then not long after that, the crash. If she skipped a meal, she could definitely feel that, too. Kinda like blindness forces a person to be more tuned into their other senses, diabetes forces its victims to be more tuned into their metabolic system.
Well now I’m getting a little taste of what it’s like for Diane - kinda. Before this year, my recollection of “feeling” my food was limited to two basic states: hungry and full. Hungry was bad. Full was good.
This year, though, I’ve opened up my awareness to way more than just the black & white of hungry vs. full. I feel the full spectrum of satiation and/or satisfaction, and it’s way more varied now - it’s different depending upon what I eat and when I eat.
Our friend, sterling, she got me to thinking about this with her entry about eating “clean.” It IS different, it feels different, yeah, in your head, when you don’t feel guilty about what you’ve just consumed, but I’m talking about the physical. It feels different when I eat what I’m supposed to be eating. I feel stronger, more energetic, more alert, more aware, more fueled.
Oh, and full isn’t now - and never was - always “good.” I remember lots of times when I ate waaaay too much and the fullness was SO not a good thing! I would complain, “Ohmygod I ate too much,” but then next time I would do it again.
Anyway, I guess my point is that it’s good to be in tune with all that. =D
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