Day #187 - Friday
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Starting weight: 285.2
Breakfast: low-carb apple-sauce muffin
Lunch:: salad w/grilled chicken
Dinner: 2 tacos-in-a-bowl (no shell or tortilla)
Snack(s): low-carb apple-sauce muffin, soft taco
Today’s Exercise: 34 min. elliptical - 216 calories
Weight Yesterday: 237.4 Weight Today: 238.0 bmi: 44.97
Change today:: +0.6 lbs. Loss-so-far: 47.2 lbs.
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Whew! It’s been a busy week at work! I’ve been working 15 and 16-hour days and now it’s Friday (yay!) and I’m finally getting a chance to relax. I think I’d better enjoy it tonight because I don’t think I’m gonna have all that much chance for relaxation this weekend!
I have so much I wanna write about, I don’t know where to begin! =D
First of all, I’ve made a huge change in my diet / eating plan. It’s something I said I didn’t think I could do, but I am. I did it the whole time I was gone and I’m still doing it now. What am I doing? It’s not really what I am doing, it’s what I’m not doing: I’m not tracking every mouthful of food on FitDay.
It’s weird. I wrote, back on December 23rd: “How liberating it would be to just trust myself to make good choices every day and never actually log in my food to find out! Thing is, I guess I don’t trust myself. Logging my food makes me accountable.” It really bugged me, after I wrote that. I kept thinking about that one sentence: I don’t trust myself? Oh yes I do! There was a time when I didn’t trust myself, but I’m in a totally different mindset now.
So I’m gonna try this for a while. I’m not going to count calories. I’m not going to count carbs (well except to keep sort of a running tally each day in my head, I can’t help doing that). I’m not going to look up and log every ounce of my food intake. I am going to stay with the same foods I’m eating now (low carb). I am going to listen to my body and stop eating when I’m full. I am going to eat between meals if necessary so I don’t feel hungry. So that I still feel like I’m somewhat accountable, I’m going to keep a general list of my meals here in my blog. Eventually I may stop that too. If this works for me.
I am going to make it my goal to have at least 30 minutes of exercise each day. Mild, moderate, strenuous, whatever - as long as I get my butt up and moving.
I was right with what I said about this before - it IS liberating! I sure hope it works for me because I sure don’t miss spending all that time logging all my food.
Next topic! My bathroom still is not done! We got the new toilet in on Christmas Eve and then the day after Christmas we left for NC, so we haven’t had a chance to return to it and finish the work in there. In the meantime, Hubby and I talked and made a really exciting decision (exciting for me anyway!): We’re going to change out our “regular” bathtub for a clawfoot one! OMG I am SO gonna love this change!!!! It’s a small bathroom and this will make a huge difference in making it look and feel more spacious - and besides, I just love the look (I want a slipper-style, one with the back higher than the front)!
Clawfoot tubs are significantly more expensive than regular tubs - but we are resourceful shoppers… ha! We’re going out tomorrow to do some “retail research,” and I’m hoping that we will find what we’re looking for. Got my fingers crossed!
Anyone got experience with installing a claw-foot tub? LOL, my husband (who I’ve mentioned hates plumbing) got some expert advice from my brother (who is a retired plumber) while we were in NC. Brother gave Hubby specific instructions but his overall input was, “Installing a clawfoot tub is a pain in the ass.”
Lovely. Ha!
Okay I’ll stop, I think that’s enough blog for one day! =D
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Glad to hear of your liberation! Hope it works for you. Keep up the great work. Keeping busy helps.
I am so glad to see you back and blogging after a busy week. I love to read your blog.
I am so glad that you are having sucess with eating by intuition. That feeling of liberation is wonderful. Good for you.
LOLOLOL We used to have a claw foot tub when we rented a house that was built in the civil war times. Your DH is going to need a LOT of help from a LOT of men to get that thing in place. Those tubs are HEAVY!!!! But the long soaks in that wonderful deep tub make it sooooo worth the money and effort!
Joy
This is the sign of true, lasting change…you are listening to your body and eating when you’re hungry. You’re still conscious about what you’re eating but it’s not running your life. That’s definitely progress
Thanks for your comments Eileen. It’s good to have you back. I’ve missed you too.
So excited for you that not only do you feel better about yourself…but your quality of life is getting better. You are able to do more things now without unpleasant side effects (walking, etc). I understand your point on “the looks” you are speaking about. I work with an extremely heavy woman and I see the prejudice you are talking about with customers sometimes. She is a sweetheart and if they choose not to get past her exterior (and yours) then it was there loss. Keep up the good work. I enjoy your blogs.
Ooops…their loss.