Gluten intolerance? Celiac? Is it all in my head?

Note: There are going to be some personal things mentioned that you may or may not want to read or know about me (some TMI issues). Okay, so long story short: My sister said last year that she wondered if she had a gluten intolerance. I have lately been so lethargic, it was truly scaring […]


I have plenty of motivation to lose this weight, but can’t get into the swing of it. I’m going to really push forward the next few days and only eat my daily points. We shall see.

Well, a lot has happened.

I made it my goal weight earlier this year, 163. I got divorced. I met the man of my dreams. I am engaged. I will get married, again, in 2014. I gained 40 lbs during this new relationship, happy weight. Highest weight 206.3 I am currently re-losing. Last weigh-in 191.8

Long time no post

I’m still alive and finally back down to where I was before when I was losing last year. I weighed in at 194.4 this morning. Hoping for the 180s by the end of April. My husband and I reconciled for a little over six months and decided to separate once again. I’m ready this time […]


I am starting to feel better. My friends have been really supportive of me and what has happened. I saw him yesterday. He’s still mad and says he is still through with me. I think I didn’t give him enough time. So I made my last attempt to let him call me when he is […]

Onederland and can’t even enjoy it.

I’ve gotten to below 200 in the past few days, but not the way I would have liked. I really just can’t eat anything. I don’t want to eat. I don’t want to sleep. I’m not moping around or anything, but I’m tired of the up-down up-down thing.

Still feeling multiple emotions

He has not called once. I have not talked to him since Saturday. My friend told me if I don’t hear from him by Thursday, I just need to consider him officially done. So I’ve decided to seek help from a preacher to pray for me and possible counsel and will call that preacher on […]

Multiple emotions.

I have went from angry, to sad, to depressed, to hopeless. Now I am okay again. On top of everything, TOM has started and I’m bloated. Maybe the bloat will be gone by Tuesday. I want to hit ONEderland before June 1st. So we will see. My dog Jack seems depressed, although I’m sure he […]

My marriage

is over. My STBX told me yesterday and confirmed today. It’s happened so quickly. We have been married 10 months and together 3 years. I can’t say I didn’t see this coming, but it is not a mutual want. I love him. I know I have flaws, and he has a temper, but I love […]

Weight goals

I did not notice that I set huge mini weight goals. Compared to my goal right now, 3 lbs here, 5 lbs there, I believe I am more motivated by those little goals. I am not giving myself rewards because of monetary reasons, but it feels good to move to the next ticker. I am […]