Diary of a Reforming Fat Girl

January 5. 2011

Ok sooooo another long day at work… im starting to realize my friends want to do this vegas trip in just over 12 weeks… and while thats a substantial amount of time, in the realm of weight loss, its not! I want to do some hardcore grocery shopping on saturday and have a new gameplan mapped out for how im going to tackle the next 12 weeks… and oh man am i going to tackle them.

RFG

January 4
another day down, getting myself prepared for sunday, still feeling a bit sick but better than yesterday
RFG

January 3, 2011

feeling sick today not much else to report hopefully on my feet tomorrow, back to work
RFG

January 2, 2011

a pretty successful day! I drank water! Which was pretty nonexistent in december so yay. Did alot of walking when I went out shopping with my friend. Ready to hit the gym tomorrow

January 1, 2011

happy new year! december was crazy hectic and upsetting and just all around crazy. i didnt take care of myself at all. i was reckless and careless and i am back. i am not looking back im looking forward. here we go
RFG

December 1, 2010

Sorry for my hiatus. I was all out of sorts. but great news, i hit ONEderland 2 weeks ago. i am currently 198.8 (up .2 from thanksgiving, yikes!!) i have alot of stress this week. im very angry with my immediate family, and my grandfather is in the hospital as of today. so my eating and focus have taken a drastic hit. i know i can rebound from this, but it just all happened so quickly i definitely fell back in to bad patterns (especially since it was mixed with not having any groceries but tons of leftovers of bad food… ugh) so here i am at 198… finally in onederland , but im just in a slump, a bad mood slump, i dont feel like i can be happy… although i did buy myself 2 pairs of size 14 jeans from old navy on black friday… i have to pull them up from time to time in the waist, but the legs and thighs fit (of course)… but size 12 here i come…just need to snap out of this and stop letting the people in my life who are supposed to love and support me bring so much negativity around me and mess with my head and focus~!~

~RFG~

November 17, 2010

I havent updated in about a week. Ive been feeling pretty achey and sick, but ive been eating well. definitely not drinking enough water, but working on it… anyway my weigh in on sunday was 200.2… great by all means, but sort of a cruel joke getting so close to onederland, but not quite lol… oh well… next week… so that makes a total loss for last week of 3.2 pounds… yay! hopefully ill be able to report some great numbers come monday… ONEDERLAND perhaps???

now to update my tickers… tedious~!~

~RFG~

November 9 and 10, 2010

So this week has been pretty crazy. i went to a jewelry party last night and i cannot explain how much food was there. literally tables full. one veggie tray lol but just food food food and drinks!!! oooh alcohol!!! delicious looking drinks lol. i decided beforehand i wasnt going to have anything and spiral out of control so for the almost 4 hours i was there (after a ridiculously long day at work) i just drank my water. had one broccoli and one celery stick (cut down). it felt good to have control in a room full of smaller women going crazy eating so much food…

anyway i had a great workout the night before last. i was so proud of myself because i went to the gym by myself. usually if my BFF isnt going or already went id use that as an excuse not to go. but i promised myself that this week was going to be different and i did it. i went and worked out hard on the elliptical and also did a walk on the treadmill~!~ yay

thats all for now~!~

~RFG~

November 7 and 8, 2010

soooo my official sunday weigh in was….. 203.4 which is great also a NSV was when I went to Ol Navy Saturday night just to see how far I was from fitting into size 14 jeans…… Annnnnd THEY FIT!!! Comfortably! It was crazy! Was not execting that at all… Well off to bed now…. Focus this week
RFG

November 6, 2010

Hectic week… getting back in the swing of things. Things are picking up at work the closer we get to the holidays. I havent gone to the Y everyday as I had hoped when i signed up. I can usually talk myself out of it if no one else is going but i think this coming week Im going to be better about just going by myself. I really enjoyed the 15/15/15 class last week and missed it this week so ill definitely try to catch it next week!

I have resisted and not eaten one single piece of halloween candy even though the huge bucket at work still has some tasty options to taunt me… and as of my last weigh in i was down to 204.4, but we’ll see if that stays like that for tomorrow although i would love to see a dip into the 203’s

i really want to go see “due date” but my options of people who have expressed wanting to see it with me are not the best…  so we shall see..

RFG