On the Cusp…

Posted by dragonwoman64 on November 21st, 2009 |Filed Under Patience, Uncategorized |

Being on the cusp of 240 feels downright painful.  I weight in at 241.2 on Thursday, then my weight shot back up to 241.8 on Friday — and Thursday I ate spot on and even did extra exercise.  I wanted it, I really did, to see that 240.  This for me, has been a fast “decade,” I got in the 240s in June.  To see that 241.2 did something to my brain, it made me feel successful, like I was doing it, and I could imagine actually getting down under 200.  I know it’s silly, seeing myself going up not even a pound on my official weigh in day, I let that turn my head all around to where I had trouble envisioning my reaching my goals.  Worst of all, I let it effect my eating yesterday.  I didn’t go hog wild, but I let myself eat off program.  I ate from stress too.  BF had a fight with his dad in the evening, I grabbed a bag of microwave popcorn and chowed down. 

Since this coming week is Thanksgiving, I wonder to myself how well I’m going to do staying on program and weight wise.  I’m dang sick of yo-yo’ing in the 240s.

 


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