drizzly day drizzly mood March 9, 2013
Sore and sleepy today, and have been napping off and on. I feel one hundred percent drained. The snow is melting and it’s supposed to be rainy and in the forties for the next few days. Herrrrumphfff. The lower back/ shoveling incident killed our snowshoeing plans, and we may not get to go this winter after all, unless the temperature drops before the snow is all melted. Noooooo! I was so looking forward to trying something new. Now I must find a new new thing to try.
It’s been an odd day for me. I’m super emotional and keep bursting into tears. I feel very unsupported- like I’m just drifting and in between things. Ug, so sick of that feeling. Sick of all these ups and downs, and sick of my own personal dramas. I try to keep this blog upbeat, but damn. Guess I’m not feeling it today. I don’t know what to do with this blog anymore, actually. I thought I could make changes, and that maybe I’d feel differently with blogging and find the kind of support and enthusiasm that I used to have in my earlier blogging days, but I’m not sure how well that is working out.
I think I’ll choose to blame the weather. All that grey all over the place out there- let’s pin it on that. Where’s all the green- I need some springtime.