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drizzly day drizzly mood March 9, 2013

Filed under: Life, The Universe, And Everything — didibuttonsley @ 3:09 pm

Sore and sleepy today, and have been napping off and on.  I feel one hundred percent drained.  The snow is melting and it’s supposed to be rainy and in the forties for the next few days.  Herrrrumphfff.  The lower back/ shoveling incident killed our snowshoeing plans, and we may not get to go this winter after all, unless the temperature drops before the snow is all melted.  Noooooo!  I was so looking forward to trying something new.  Now I must find a new new thing to try.

It’s been an odd day for me.  I’m super emotional and keep bursting into tears.  I feel very unsupported- like I’m just drifting and in between things.  Ug, so sick of that feeling.  Sick of all these ups and downs, and sick of my own personal dramas.  I try to keep this blog upbeat, but damn.  Guess I’m not feeling it today.  I don’t know what to do with this blog anymore, actually.  I thought I could make changes, and that maybe I’d feel differently with blogging and find the kind of support and enthusiasm that I used to have in my earlier blogging days, but I’m not sure how well that is working out.

I think I’ll choose to blame the weather.  All that grey all over the place out there- let’s pin it on that.  Where’s all the green- I need some springtime.

 

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