Cely’s Journey To Loose Weight b4 Xmas

lets see. Today’s monday…

Well, today I felt much better, less cravings. The headaches came back like an hour ago, but everything else has gone much better. The weather is catching up too. I guess its that the holidays are coming and christmas is around the corner. So that means that I have to shape up. REALLY BAD! I need to get it in my head and get it straight, IT HAS TO HAPPEN. I need to look better. 20lbs. Or more… Il keep u posted!!!

Toooootles! Me!

So its day 5. It has been hell. The first day was horribile. I had a really mean sugar withdrawl, i mean HORRIBLE, DEADLY! Day two, the same, it was even worse! day three , wasnt that bad, and  day 4 and 5, was very nice, except for today, where I felt very bad. Does my period have something to do with it? I dont feel like I have lost any weight. But I do feel better though. My legs arent as heavy as they used to be. 

I set myself a goal though! Nicole Ritchie scary skinny. Yep, thats right, Its impossible, but I want to be skinny. Not as scary, but I want to be to-die-for skinny. I want to look sick. Like Kate Moss sick, crackhead style. I KNOW ITS NOT HEALTHY! But it motivates me. I wish I was vouge magazine material, an I WILL BE! Probably in a year or so of still being in the INduction fase. Anyways, i will post sometime else, when its not as hot and theres some power in the house!

Tootles! Me

THIS IS THE LAST KNOWN PICTURE OF MYSELF, TAKEN ABOUT 3 WEEKS AGO. IM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PICTURE.IM VERY FRUSTRADED BECAUSE MY BEST FRIEND( THE GIRL ON THE RIGHT) WAS  AS FAT AS ME, BUT SHE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT, VERY FAST. I NEVER TAKE FULL BODY PICTURES OF MYSELF, BECAUSE OF SELF SHAME.

ANYWAYS, TODAY WAS “DETOX DAY”. I DIDNT DRINK THE POTENT LAXATIVE BECAUSE IT MAKES ME TERRIBBLY SICK. SO I PREFFERED TO DRINK SOME PILLS, A MASSIVE AMOUNT TO BE EXACT. I DRANK THE FOLLOWING:

DUAL ACTION CLEANSE ( WHICH HAS VERY CRAPPY RESULTS, BUT I HAD ALREADY BOUGHT THEM, SO I GUESS IM GONNA HAVE TO USE THEM?

DULCOLAX. EXPIRED DULCOLAX.

HBLC’S WEIGHT LOSS FORMULA #59. I HAD USED IT BEFORE, WITH VERY NICE RESULTS.

ANYWAYS, I HAVENT HAD ANY MAYOR RESULTS AS I EXPECTED. HOPEFULLY, TODAY I HAD MY LAST CHINESE FOOD BINGE. I ATE SO MUCH RICE IM POOUFED! IM REALLY PUMPED UP TO START THIS ATKINS THING, SO ILL PROBABLY STICK TO IT FOR MORE THAN A DAY.MY GOAl IS AT LEAST GETTING IN TO A SIZE SMALLER SO MY CLOTHES COULD FIT BETTER, AND LOOKING AWESOME! AND PISSING OFF MY STUPID COUSINS WHO WEIGH 20 PDS AND ARE TOTAL BITCHES! SO LET SEE HOW ATKINS ROLLS!

XOXO’S ! ME

So maybe you don’t know this about me, but I am an avid drinker…

One thing that makes me mad about dieting is that I have to stop drinking, which is

totally impossible for me to do… Here’s the deal with calories in beer:

Nutrition Facts
Serving Size: 1 bottle 12fl. oz

Nutrition Facts
Serving Size: 1 bottle / 12 fl oz

On a brighter note, RUM as no carbs, which means that im gonna have to switch to rum ,and take it slowly for a while, at least while I achieve my goal. In he mean time ,

XoXo’s !  ME

Ok, Hi, If anybody is reading, my name is Cely. I am 22. I am fat… What else can I say? Oh!

Today is Sunday, November 9th, 08′. I am going to start Atkins on Tuesday the 11th.

My main goal is to loose a ridiculous amount of weight before christmas dinner. My family is very very harsh. An I want to shut them up, by showing up to christmas dinner in a very cool dress.

Here, I will give my POV, even if nobody reads it. At least my feelings will shoot out ( FINALLY ) .

Tommorows plan: Fleet. A very good colon cleanser. And water. Nothing else goes in, lots of crap comes out.

Tuesday’s plan: Hopefully by then I will have already eaten all the candy and chocolate that I have in the fridge. I plan to clean out all the junk food and give it to my cousins. After that, Ill hopefully be on my way to the Weight Loss Insanity… Ill keep u posted.

Peace & wuv!

Me