Wow. Yeah. It’s me again and I’ve found my way back…to blogging. I’ve deleted my old blog and started fresh with a new location. Why you ask? Several reasons that all sounded great in my mind at the time. I did export it all and have it for posterity or whatever but the main reason is because I want my blog to be about my health. Yes I know my life has many facets it to it and they overlap at times and they all play a role in said health but I originally started this thing to focus on my health and decided I would bring it back full circle. I might go through some of the older posts and bring them back but I doubt it. What’s the point in starting fresh if I dwell in the past?
Why am I here now? I don’t know would be a good response but it would be a cop out. I enjoy writing. Always have. Always will. I haven’t used this creative outlet in a long time. But it still doesn’t explain why I’m here. Jeff and I have been married for nine years now. Yay!!! When he and I first got married, one of the “stipulations” was that on our 10th anniversary we would renew our wedding vows and I would get my “dream wedding.”
There is now:
Until that wonderful date. And you know what? I’m still fat. Bigger even than I was on that blessed day 9+ years ago. I don’t want to be fat on the beach next June. I’ve looked at a lot of beautiful wedding dressing and they come in plus size and “normal” size and I asked myself which do I want to have to buy next year? I really don’t want to have to buy the PS one. I found me an App
to put on my phone to track my food and exercise and started that last week. Damn I can chow down on some calories but I was honest in tracking them. Sunday evening I just decided to do something. I wasn’t sure what but something.
As I drove to work on Monday figured I’d just do that same damn 3-day diet. Yes, it’s a fad diet and way below my calories I should have but it was better than flying blind and stopping at fast food. I stopped at the grocery store and stocked up for the supplies to get me through those first three days. I modified it so I ate calories that would be closer to the 1600 MFP suggests I eat and finished it yesterday. I also whipped out Wii fit plus—not without the ordeal of finding out it had been so long since we’d even played the Wii that the power wouldn’t come on.
MY PSA FOR THE DAY: If you have a Wii and the power won’t come on, try unplugging it first for about 30 minutes and then plug it into the wall to see if it will power on before going out and buying a new cord. I can’t take credit for this little gem. I found that info on a review on Amazon of a cord I was about to buy for ours that a guy got from a friend.
My 3-day “diet” is over and today is a new day but I have planned. I keep telling myself that Failure to plan is planning to fail. I went to the store yesterday and got a grapefruit for breakfast and a yogurt for snack. I still have some bread and peanut butter for afternoon snack and was going to have a health choice frozen dinner. Have a kid with me at work today so I modified the plan to instead get a McDonald’s salad and have the frozen meal tomorrow. I am still flying blind in what I want to do but I am taking it day by day until I can find something that will work for me. School starts back up in less than two weeks and I’ll have to learn a whole new routine for everyone’s schedules. Day by day is it for me.
Starting Weight: 313 (from doctor’s scale)
Heaviest Weight: 342
Goal Weight: ??? Don’t have one. I’d love to be under 200 at this point