Wow… what to share about how long such has taken me to get here ‘gain, to this place, of absolute surrender … meaning that I have finally ‘quit smoking’ for once and for all just prior to midnight on July 28, 2009. See, I have been post poning excercise, as well, have been on an sort of eating binge with fast food as well, most because of my internal fight with the smoking behavior, wanting so much to give up this nasty habit once and for all, which was defeating my entire goal towards fitness and health, … Yet, SMILES! because I feel so determined NOW and ready. GOODBYE CIGARETTES, HELLO HEALTHFUL JOURNEY AND FITNESS GOALS~ again. I feel excited because this is what I have been wanting to do be able to do for the longest which now… yet kept sabatogesing the entire process which kept me living miserably.
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There is real no point in share what I ate today because such was not the healthiest, and I was smoking.
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right now I am sipping some decaf green tea’s before bed…
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I plan on weighing myself in the morning and I do feel nervous about this, because I can tell I have gained weight. I wear a size 14 in jeans.
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Tomorrow I plan on going for a first deep stretch, and walk, to first get started (before I once ‘gain start hitting the gym and the elliptical) … if the weather permits…. and I am looking forward to it!
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Goal tomorrow::: Drink lots of waters, green tea,
breakfast ::: whole oats with sliced apple and dash o cinnomon
snack ::: nutrition bar
lunch ::: soy protein shake with blackberries and peach and water
snack::: yogurt
dinner ::: frozen steamer vege mix with (little bit of noodle in it) …. not sure how to cook it… last time I cooked it in canola… maybe I will steam it this time and add some low sodium soy sauce.
snack…. piece of fruit and tea….
goal::: stretch before bed …. and do some sit ups.