Hmpf….That’s how I feel today. The scale is stuck stuck stuck. I have to say that it’s wearing me down. Sigh. I want to give up, and eat and eat and eat. Who cares if I am fat.
The fact is though, I do. I care. I want to be healthy. So I just decided to make a list.
I want to be fit….
- So kids are not made fun of for having the “fat mom”
- So when we go to the amusement park I can fit into the rides and not worry
- So I can be in the pictures with the kids without cringing when I see them again
- Because I don’t want to die early because of obesity issues
- Because heart palpitations are scary
- Because I want to shop in the cute clothes department
- Because I want to wear a cute sundress over summer
- Because I am worth it
- So when I see family, friends, etc. I am not ashamed of how bad I look
- So I don’t cringe when walking past a mirror
- So I feel sexy again
- Because I want to be pregnant again and look cute
I want to stay fat……
- because it’s easier not to watch what I eat
- I like soda
- I AM LAZY
- because it’s hard to get thin
Looking at it that way, the pros outweigh the cons very clearly. I really need to stick with it.
I AM WORTH IT!