My AccuWeight Journey

Hi everyone! My name is Criselda and I am a 22 year old recent college graduate.

Dieting is very hard for me, especially because I think I’m addicted to food. I’ve been on the Accu Weight diet before but always strayed away. 2 years ago I went on the diet and after 3 months I was looking fantastic. Fast forward to 2010, I really let myself go. I avoided mirrors and pictures because I didn’t want the reality to set in. For the first time I started shopping at plus size stores!!  I had no more excuses and I did not want to look like this forever. So, back to Accu Weight I went.

Last Tuesday, I went back and was horrified as Barbara weighed me.

I weighed in at 191lbs. I’m embarrassed to say this but I figured, I’m starting a public blog so why not just let it ALL out?!

So today, Sunday aka my 5th day, I can’t say that I’m feeling great. But I’m not surprised either since I’ve started and stopped my diet so many times. It’s my milk day but I was so busy at work that I hardly had anything to eat. Right now my arms and legs feel tired and very heavy–numb if you will. And I do feel slightly nauseous. But these are expected. I have to remind myself to drink plenty of water. It’s not hard to do so. Through this diet I’ve fallen in love with water.

My goal is to reach 130-135lbs! That’s very far from where I am now. Making goals and fulfilling them have always been hard for me. I’m the type of person who gets complimented and suddenly feels like I don’t have to diet anymore. Or I’ll feel like since I’ve lost all this weight, one bad meal won’t hurt. But I never learn to have self control, which I hate myself for.

I’m really hoping I can stay on track! Thanks for coming with me on my journey.. Wish me luck! =)

Criselda ♥