Courage to Change…

… but not the best I have.
Must realize that there is a difference here. I am not doing the best that I have… I am doing the bare minimum. Just barely hanging on to this “abstinence” by the skin of my teeth, but at least I’ve managed to arrest this binge-free-for-all that I’ve been on for the past few days.
I recognize that I feel closer to my Higher Power when my food plan is more disciplined, but for right now, being a bit farther away is better that having my back turned. So that’s the way I’m going to look at it for now.