I’m adopting this idea from another 3FC member because I think it’s a great idea to keep me motivated. Motivation is KEY to my success (as are supportive people, but we’ll get to that in a min).
Yeah, so this dress with a cute pair of shoes… I’d wear it EVERYDAY!
Ok, onto blogging… I did fairly well today. No binging. I did the protein shake this morning, which if I’m going to continue drinking those I’m gonna get chocolate next time… the strawberry ones are kinda funky tasting. I still need to get better and getting more fruits and veggies in. Anywho, I also did my exercise today (with weights) and I’m feeling SO good.
I’m going to vent hardcore about my roommate for a minute. I would like to point out that the major reason she is like this is because she’s jealous. But I digress…. so I think the best way to describe this person is to say that she always has to make herself the better person in every situation. It doesn’t matter what she says to put you down, as long as she’s the one who looks better. For example… I told her that if I lost all my boobs while dieting I’d really consider getting a boob job, and she immediately was like OH, I’d never do that because (insert reason here). Instead of being supportive, she immediately makes it a bad thing because she wouldn’t do it. She’s done this to me my whole life, so it shouldn’t keep pissing me off… but alas, it does. Anyway, I went into her room this morning saying that I was going to have to break down and go get a smaller pair of pants. The ones I have now are stretch and after only 5min of wearing them had fallen in the crotch area a couple of inches. Now I may be premature in wanting to fit into smaller clothes (the size 14 jeans for example) but I want to keep myself motivated, and so far that is working. So I pulled up the shirt I was wearing to pull them up, and she was like, um those look a little tight on you. Um, thanks… that’s really helpful since I’ve been wearing these pants for a year. Anyway, I just feel like she’s being very unsupportive (which is apparently not a word) in my weight loss journey. It helps to have support and no matter how many people are there to support me, the one negative person always plays front and center in my mind.
I won’t let her stop me from my ultimate goal, because as I’ve learned I am the only one in control of this body. I need to do this for me and not for anyone else!! So there!!
Until tomorrow ladies, STAY STRONG, we can do this!!