Bad rant ahead. Just weighed in yesterday and I was a pound heavier. WTH. I am so mad at the fact that anytime I eat rice, I end up paying for it in poundage. WHy the hell can I not eat rice! I’m from the Islands, that is the staple in the philippines yet everytime I see other filipino women they’re all skinny. Aaaargh!
What is the matter with me. Metabolically speaking I just can’t get it together and I’m running out of t ime and ideas. I don’t want bariatric surgery. The thought doesn’t appeal to me at all. I don’t want to die soon either.
I hate it. I hate everything. I hate myself. I have had it. Obviously, I have a major personality disorder since I cannot seem to get this weight under control. I feel like putting myself in a self-induced food coma right now. How frustrating is it to promise yourself to lose weight every year and every year just see yourself heavier. Aaargh!!!
Hey there, take a breath.
It’s just one pound, no big deal, right?
I have some foods that puff me up too - and last year I started to cut way back on all carbohydrates & I found to my surprise that it wasn’t hard at all - I liked the foods I ate more of, and I LOVED that hunger went away. I still eat fairly low carb pretty much all the time and it’s been a big shift for me.
I don’t think you have a personality disorder - getting weight under control is wickedly hard, and I don’t know why that is not BROADCAST everywhere.
Hang in there - there are a lot of us who feel like you do sometimes. I found some things that work better for me, and so will you - and on days you don’t, do what you did here — VENT!
May 11, 2010 @ 1:36 pmI can feel your frustration. Hang in there. ((hugs))
May 11, 2010 @ 2:52 pm(((((( angie ))))) I completely understand.
May 13, 2010 @ 5:52 pm