I’ve had a good week end and will be going back to work tomorrow.  UGH On the way home this afternoon I stopped by Walgreens to pick up some Thermal wraps for my lower back.  I did call the gyn Friday and have an appointment on November 5.  Back to Walgreens, my neice’s husband is an upcoming artist.  You can check out his work at www.chuckpinson.com.  He has had some puzzles published by Prism and are located in different stores.  I’ve been checking at Walgreen’s because that’s where they were to be first.  I found one today.  I wanted to do a happy dance.

I’ve purchased new clothes over the past couple of weeks.  Yes, they are a size bigger.  My new bra’s are a 44c and my new jeans are an 18W. My tops are a 2x.  I’m not going to be hard on myself, I know what I need to do to get it off..  Yes there may be blimps that get in the way, stress is the biggest one and the on going problem that I hope the gyn can fix.  If he suggest surgery, I’ll take it.  I’m tried of the whole ordeal.  The reason I put off the last appointment was the thought of the biopsy in which he said that he would do along with an ultra sound. The biopsy can’t be much worse than the cramping I’ve had lately.  I don’t think my aunt believe’s me but it’s not her body it’s mine.  I really don’t care at this point.   I’ve been miserable.  I think she afrad that I’ll  want her to take care of me. 

I saw some people at the resturant where we ate lunch  today that went to church where my mom did.  It was good to see them.  I took a picture to church  that I found while going through some of my mom’s pictures.  It was me at age 3 my little sister probably 9 months my older sister and my two male cousins.  I showed it to my male cousins at church this morning.   They were in awe.  One cousin said that was a lo o o ng time ago. (56 years ago to be exact)  There was no date but my little sister was born in January of 1953. 

It’s past my bedtime.  And i still need to put sheets on the bed and take a shower.  I really don’t want to go to work in the morning.  But this will be a three day work week so it shouldn’t be bad.