Fighting the Dark Cloud of pudge!!

a journey into the psyche of weight gain

 

Voice from the past??

Hey there.  It has been a while.  What can I say?  I am incredibly busy juggling 5 (yes FIVE) teaching gigs right now.  You know if I turn them down they won’t ask again!  At least there is only a three week span where all 5 overlap.  AND at least three courses I am teaching are online.  Two different school boards and one at the local university.  

I know in part I do this to pay off all those debts I racked up while at school, but somehow I think part of it is to avoid dealing with my weight.  Some soul searching needs to be done there.  Running away from my problems??  Something I hate in others. Isn’t that always the case?  We hate in others what we harbour in our darkest of souls.

I saw the new Star Trek movie today with the hubby.  I am not a trekkie (I don’t think he is but he certainly watched the show).  It is a good movie.  I recommend it.  Anyway, not to digress too much but I was standing in line to get a SMALL bag of buttered popcorn when I had a somewhat revelation.  I started thinking that when I am old and grey (ok greyer than I am now) will I look back at my life and wonder why I wasted soooo much time on the issue of my weight???  Will I not say “why didn’t I just deal with the problem and move on??”

Just some random thoughts.  Hope all of my old buddies still check in on me from time to time.  

Happy spring to you all!

Filed under : General
By canadianchunky
On May 17, 2009
At 8:45 pm
Comments :1