Archive for June, 2009

Ahhh Not a Happy Monday…lol

Just stepped on the scaled 145 WTH???? I think it could have been the ham which has salt and the rice with soya sauce which is high in sodium…. I was almost down to 140 errrrrrrr Ok deep breath I will drink lots of water and see if it goes away …..

will be back to post later i think if i post now it will just be venting..lol

Almost Done Another Week

Weight in this am was 143 uggh actually 143.8 but i did make cupcakes yesterday and ate one when I let all the dogs out to pee through the night.. arrrrr

Oldest dd was in a bike accident on monday she is ok though thank god she had her hoody hanging over her back it got caught in her wheel and over the handle bars she went and on her face. She has barely no skin on her face and she is bruised up pretty bad but those things will heal it just looked sooo much worse at the time…

She writes her math exam today she gets so stressed out she is determined to keep her 90-s average but I tell her not to make herself sick about it….

Hailee my youngest only has 6 days of school left and Jess only has 4 they are pretty excited. It will be nice to just go to work and not worry about having to organzie a school day… wait then I need to hear I am board or there is no one to play with..lol

I couldnt beleive how much it costs to landscape stuff I had bought some rocks to go around the front tree so I got 4 bags of rocks and some landscaping fabric and that was 45.00 holy poop……

I am gonna try to go and get some bills done and paid and get a little bit of my housework done but will be back to check up on you gals

have a great day

Tuesday June 09

What an original title…lol Ok weigh in this am was 141.9 so I have lost about 12lbs this year and I hope to never find them again…. I am going to go through my jeans this week and get rid off all the pairs that dont fit .. I was waiting till I had lost all my weigh but I would rather one or two pairs that fit nicely instead of ones that just bag off me. Right now my weightloss goal is 130 by sept 1st so that is about one lbs a week i think.. I just need to be able to get into more exercise.

Today my youngest has her kidney specialist appointment she has been on meds contantly as she has been getting UTI’s monthly for the year before so it will be good to see what the doctor has planned..

Last night I ended up working in the salon from 5:45pm-9:30 and I brought in about 120.00 so it was well worth it putting in the extra hours… Today I dont have anyone booked in I am going to go to walmart this am and i found a quilt store that has quilts for 29.99 so I am going to buy one for my oldest and then I am picking my youngest up at school at 12 and we are going for a lunch date and then off to the doctors.. I am gonna start getting serious again about journalling my food as i dont think I am overeating at all but sometimes i know it isnt all good food.. just want to be accountable.

Well its almost 7 am off to start my day make a few comments on some blogging and will come back later and coment some more

have a great day

Midway through the week sigh…..

Yesterday I had an appointment with the ob/gyn theydid another biopsy as they said my cervix just doesnt look white they tell me it is suppose to be pink and smooth and mine is white and lumpy. They are thinking the white are cancer cells that are dormat . I have to call back in three weeks for the biopsy report and we will take it from there. Weigh in was 143.6 it may be the salt catching up with me. This am i have a drs appointment to get my kidney meds refilled and I have to get my tailbone rechecked It seems to always be something..

I just wish my tailbone would feel 100 percent better all at once but … I guess it will take awhile now that I can walk again i am thinking about getting back into walking again I know I wont be able to run for a bit but at least some physical activity.

Last night my youngest had a soccer game we lost but she still had fun I find alot of the team will give up after the other team scores one…

Today my daughter was suppose to do tree planting with the girl guides but I told her we need to work on some of her project as she has soccer again tommorrow..

Thats all the exciting stuff that has happened in 24 hours I was going to check today to see how much they charge for a haircut here in town it has been 6 months today since i had a trim tsk tsk considering i tell my clients every 6-8 weeks i am not setting a good example.

I would like to also check out to see how much the little brick flower gardens are they are prolly an arm and a leg but i guess I could window shop

off to straighten my hair and put on some make up my dr app is in 40 min

have a great day!!

I cant believe it is June and the weather is still crappy…

hey there chickies

weigh in this am was 142.9 I will take it . I am a little worried thought cause my b-day was  on theweekend and i had cake and hotdogs and choc covered almonds and even though the scale is down today Linda T has always told me that it will catch up with you and it does…….. I was sorta in a crappy mood this weekend turning 36 really bothered me I have so much I want to do travel and get bills paid off and be successful (fine time of thinking of being successful when I am almost 40) I just find everything cost so much money but they i am also scared if i wait to do everything i may not have use of my legs or something silly like that my mom died when she was 38 of a brain anurysm so that really weighs on my mind. I cant wait till my back starts to heal either exercise has been nil…….

Ok over the weekend hmmm I bought new curtain and some paint and a pantry and a new outfit for myself now just to get it paid off the line of credit . Last year when I left nova scotia i was a size 12 and i was able to buy a size 8 capri pant from marks work warehouse and i could have prolly did a size 6 as they did have stretch in the but my belly still has a bit of a pillsberry dough girl…lol

My goal is 125 but yet that seems sooo far away…. 17lbs which will probably be really hard to get off.. once i can move though i think some hard work and alot of exercise i will be able to do it. I just need to learn it is ok to push myself above my limits and have more confidence in myself..

I have a specialists appointment today to get another biopsy done for this whole cervical cancer thing and my youngest has a soccer game tonight

This weekend I also sorted through one of my storage rooms and got rid of 4 garbage bags there still isnt alot of room in the storage room i just find it hard to part with things like the kids toys i have memory foam pillows i havent used so i got rid of those which made me feel sick cause they were 60 bucks each and i got rid of 3 fish aquariums because i have 3 dogs and a cat i really dont need fish it was just really hard to get rid of the stuff….

Well thats about all for today off to fill my glass with some diet coke and read your guys journals and start my day

have a great one