Changing things up a bit
Current weight: 221 (no change)
Note to self: an entire Totinos frozen pizza isn’t a “snack”. Neither are 2 candy bars. Last night after supper I was still hungry so I ate 1 little piece of the Totinos pizza and proceeded to eat the rest. Then, out of sheer stupidity, I pulled the “what the hell, I already screwed up” card and bought 2 candybars while I was at the store. Nice.
So today I’m mixing it up a bit. First of all, my goal for the week is going to be to weigh-in under 220. I’m just not in the right frame of mind to be strict. Secondly, instead of getting up early to workout I’m doing it after school today. My plan was almost sabotaged by visitors tonight but I’m not sure if they’re coming and if they do they’ll have to put up w/me being all sweaty and stinky. It’s family so it’s not like they haven’t seen me like this before.
School must be getting to me. Last night I had a dream that a girl came in to see the nurse asking about birth control. When I asked why she said “because my brother and I are having sex and I don’t want to get pregnant.” The sad thing is I’ve heard worse than this in real life.
Progress toward workout goal: 110/300
“I pulled the “what the hell, I already screwed up” card and bought 2 candybars while I was at the store. Nice.”
That is my favorite card. Ever. I feel your pain. But no change after 2 candy bars is a very good thing!
We need to get that “what the hell” card OUT OF YOUR DECK. And burn it. After we tear it up into little pieces. In the shredder.
It’s okay- I had pie yesterday- I’ve cheated two times in four days *sigh* at least we haven’t given up completely. That’s something right?
Oh, sweet Totino’s frozen pizza… I can understand the inability to resist eating an entire one. Damn those things!!