Gut-check time
current weight: 232 (-2.0 from yesterday)
I’m feeling weak today about food. Pancakes are my weakness and I’m wanting them something fierce. Nothing happened to make me want to eat out of comfort, I think I’m just scared b/c it’s going to be hard to win this battle. I so desperately want to be super-healthy, thin and beautiful but I’m unrealistic b/c I want it to happen while I’m eating pancakes, cookies and french fries. I think it’s b/c I’m constantly losing and gaining the same 5-8 pounds and I’m sick of it. Once I get into the lower 220’s it will be exciting for me b/c my lowest adult weight was 223, 4 years ago. But of course I need to make good choices to GET myself into the lower 220’s and beyond.
Today I have been a workout machine. I did my CE workout and Yoga Booty Ballet (YBB). I really enjoyed YBB, I can’t wait to do a few more workouts. This afternoon I went to the gym and did an hour on the elliptical and followed an interval program. It kicked my butt! I don’t know if I can maintain 2 1/2 hours a day over the long haul but for a short period of time it’s good to get things moving.
I’m going to check in on a few of you for inspiration. I can do this, I can do this, I can do this!
Progress toward workout goal: 44/300
mmmmm I’ve been craving french toast. I think no matter how thin I get I’ll always want food. It’s just a struggle.
Nice working out today! Daaaaang.
Pancakes always sound good, BUT DONT DO IT!! You worked out hard today. WOW! That’s truly inspirational. Keep it up and keep on track.
Guess who just went to her local fruit market and picked up a watermelon:). I’ll be posting a pic for you later and you’ll forget all about those pancakes when you see this juicy, sweet thing.
A workout machine? Sheesh. More like a lunatic. I haven’t done jack all day re: exercise, yet reading about your workout has me ready for a nap. Show off.
: )
You can do this!