Feeling defeated
I do NOT feel good today about myself, going to the gym, any of it. I am so torn between actually wanting to go to the gym, but at the same time, really not wanting to go at all. I feel blah, and defeated, and fat, and totally like crying. I don’t usually feel this way, and this is unusual, which makes me feel even worse. It’s TOM so maybe that’s it? I don’t know I just feel blech.
I’ve made a decision to leave immediately at 4 tomorrow and go straight to the gym, change there, and get moving. I won’t feel better until I do. I know that will help this funk I’m in today.
Ahhhhhh…….I think the end of winter is the toughest time to keep up with an exercise program. Hopefully, better days ahead!!!
(((HUGS))) Maybe its AF, but I have that sometimes too. Hope tomorrow u feel better.