Save me from myself
Ok, I guess there are some women out there who do have trouble finding shoes. There goes that theory…
So I have been in an eating vortex of hell. I have been eating pretty much everything I see with no regard to portions or calories, and completely disregarding all of my SBD ways. On top of that, I bruised my ankle so badly I can’t put on sneakers because they squeeze the bruised spot so badly it really hurts to walk. I have totally hated myself this week, and over the last two, have gained 5 pounds.
This week is my school vacation, so I am going to try to refocus myself, pull it back together, wrap my ankle, and get my fat self to the gym. My belly has definitely filled back in a little. That needs to end. I just don’t know where I lost myself and my good habits. I am so afraid I’m going to gain it all back.
On biggest loser the other night, they talked about how people who don’t deal with the underlying issues of why they overeat will gain the weight back. I know I’ve got a few minor issues, but nothing I can identify as “causing me to eat”. I just like to eat, unfortunately. I don’t think I have a reason. At least not one that I can think of.