The workshop this week was really great, probably the best one i have ever attended.

I still haven’t exercised. It’s been like 4 or 5 days. Hopefully i am the first one up in the morning and i can get back to it. It’ll be like starting all over again, not that i had built up any stamina.

I’ve eaten 1600 calories for the past 2 days and my weight has stayed at 190. I’m anxious to see if 1600 cal causes me to gain or prevents me from going down. If i’d exercise that would probably help.

My to-do list isn’t getting any shorter. It’s about half school stuff and half home stuff. There is nothing on that list that i can just ignore. I’m about to enter the highly stressful last 2 weeks of classes, I better work on that list tomorrow. We’ll see. I’m in the self-sabotage danger zone.

I can’t wait til school is finished, the house is getting to be a danger zone. No one else around here does a drop of cleaning. I don’t really blame them, most of the mess is mine. Being an artist can be really clutter-like, especially when i don’t have a well-organized supply room. I end up making stacks and gathering boxes. I need to put that on my summer to-do list, a supply room would change my life.